I never feel good about anything. No games, activities, movies, shows or anything else gives me a smidge of happiness. I feel completely dead all day every day, the only emotions I feel anymore are anger and disgust and even thats rare. Even if Im doing something difficult and I accomplish my goal I feel absolutely nothing. I feel like I am incapable of having fun or being happy. I have seen a psychologist for this and they were of no help. Every day I get up early and Im forced to go to my job where I again dont feel anything, it feels like Im being drowned in a void of nothing.
Ive tried coping with drugs and alcohol but then again it doesnt make me feel emotion. I still feel just as dead but slightly more comfortable physically. I see others being happy and having fun every day and I wish I could also be like that again. Its been a gradual decline into this from when I was about 15-16 years old, Im 19 now. I cant build any emotional connections with other people either. People leaving or abandoning me doesnt make me sad or angry, I just go on about my day as usual. Its gotten to the point where its rare that Im angry even if something bad or unfair happens to me. I just feel nothing. I can sit alone outside for hours doing nothing completely isolated because now its all the same to me. I used to enjoy games and shows but thats also just dull and gray now. All my passions are gone now aswell, I used to care about the gym, cars and other stuff like that but now I cant bring myself to care about anything. All music also feels the same no matter what genre it is or how high I turn it up, this really sucks because I used to really like music before.
I miss feeling emotion every day like I used to, does anyone have any advice for this? Its like Im being pushed towards suicide but not because Im sad, just because Im being suffocated by being so empty.
Ive tried coping with drugs and alcohol but then again it doesnt make me feel emotion. I still feel just as dead but slightly more comfortable physically. I see others being happy and having fun every day and I wish I could also be like that again. Its been a gradual decline into this from when I was about 15-16 years old, Im 19 now. I cant build any emotional connections with other people either. People leaving or abandoning me doesnt make me sad or angry, I just go on about my day as usual. Its gotten to the point where its rare that Im angry even if something bad or unfair happens to me. I just feel nothing. I can sit alone outside for hours doing nothing completely isolated because now its all the same to me. I used to enjoy games and shows but thats also just dull and gray now. All my passions are gone now aswell, I used to care about the gym, cars and other stuff like that but now I cant bring myself to care about anything. All music also feels the same no matter what genre it is or how high I turn it up, this really sucks because I used to really like music before.
I miss feeling emotion every day like I used to, does anyone have any advice for this? Its like Im being pushed towards suicide but not because Im sad, just because Im being suffocated by being so empty.
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