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Feeling so much despised abandoned hated and mortified literally melts your brain

Eternatus

Eternatus

I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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There’s no recovery from this, Im literally scared to exit my home, I wished I didn’t need to. This place is hell, I’m tired of surviving, I’m tired of people’s eyes looking at me with repulsion, that same stare of humiliation and pity, I want to disappear, somewhere cold like my soul, far away, frozen in time, hidden from the world, so that the evil cannot reach me any longer.

We are not made to be like this, and people can’t se this pain, nor doctors, it’s only you facing a void that dislikes you, and doesn’t want you here any longer.
 
When I go outiside in a crowded place I feel something like an existential shame, once I am home all I feel is hatred.
 
There’s no recovery from this, Im literally scared to exit my home, I wished I didn’t need to. This place is hell, I’m tired of surviving, I’m tired of people’s eyes looking at me with repulsion, that same stare of humiliation and pity, I want to disappear, somewhere cold like my soul, far away, frozen in time, hidden from the world, so that the evil cannot reach me any longer.

We are not made to be like this, and people can’t se this pain, nor doctors, it’s only you facing a void that dislikes you, and doesn’t want you here any longer.
God loves you or something
 
I just cope with drugs
 
Yeah we've been coerced into self-imposed house arrest by a gentrifying lookist eugenicist society that is trying to cleanse public space off of those who are subhuman.
 
I haven’t left the house for anything besides school in months. I just can’t handle the mog.
 

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