Brutal Feeling really alone today

[darkdungeon]

I'm surrounded by family but they just bring me down 70% of the time.

I wish I had a woman to cuddle with while watching cosy Christmas movies (I'm not allowed to watch them because my family will bully me for watching them)

I feel so generally heartbroken at how much I've failed at being normal.

I hate how it's so easy for everyone else...

 

[RealSchizo]

didnt even celebrate christmas.

 

[Linguinicel]

I’m alone for Christmas. It eats away at my soul to be this lonely but I’m too mentally ill to leave my house without having a panic attack or being homesick

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

didnt even celebrate christmas.

I care more about my own outcome than lying for you.

 

[RealSchizo]

I’m alone for Christmas. It eats away at my soul to be this lonely but I’m too mentally ill to leave my house without having a panic attack or being homesick

relatable. cant help my panic attacks when i am in public also

 

[darkdungeon]

I’m alone for Christmas. It eats away at my soul to be this lonely but I’m too mentally ill to leave my house without having a panic attack or being homesick

That sucks man. I was there a teenager because I was scared of being jumped by some "people" who never liked me.

 

[EngelCallDell19]

didnt even celebrate christmas.

i celebrate christmas

 

[RealSchizo]

i celebrate christmas

it's over

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I wish I had a woman to cuddle with while watching cosy Christmas movies (I'm not allowed to watch them because my family will bully me for watching them)

Sadly literally every christmas movie is a love story.

 

[InternalJizzz]

I had too much Mac n cheese and now I'm a bit sick

 

[PersonaPimp]

I’m alone for Christmas. It eats away at my soul to be this lonely but I’m too mentally ill to leave my house without having a panic attack or being homesick

 

[yung loner]

I feel so generally heartbroken at how much I've failed at being normal.

Especially when I get compared to the same age relatives of my aunts and uncles . They also get to leave the family functions early to go with their gfs.