Ellsworth
Chad but they let me post here anyway
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- May 23, 2019
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I spent a lot of time out and about today and saw
1) so many cute girls
2) so many couples
Made me ultra sad that I’m an oldcel and have to live life alone. Consider yourself lucky youngcels, you may or may not ever get a relationship but at least you have a chance and your looks can still improve. It’s only a downward spiral for me.
I never even wanted to be someone who plays the field and sleeps around. Just wanted one loyal girl who I find attractive.
even had some blue pilled thoughts that I should “work on myself” and “try harder” but I have and don’t think it’s going to happen. I sometimes get glimmers of hope when I see an ugly guy with a cute girl and wonder how he cracked the code.
1) so many cute girls
2) so many couples
Made me ultra sad that I’m an oldcel and have to live life alone. Consider yourself lucky youngcels, you may or may not ever get a relationship but at least you have a chance and your looks can still improve. It’s only a downward spiral for me.
I never even wanted to be someone who plays the field and sleeps around. Just wanted one loyal girl who I find attractive.
even had some blue pilled thoughts that I should “work on myself” and “try harder” but I have and don’t think it’s going to happen. I sometimes get glimmers of hope when I see an ugly guy with a cute girl and wonder how he cracked the code.