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Potbellypos
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I shared a picture of myself for the first time in about 12 years. I couldn't take a picture of myself my entire life without wanting to die. I lost 15 pounds from biking every day, then I gained 10 pounds back trying to bulk up while lifting weights. There's not really any noticeable difference in my body, but I have a ton more confidence. It hasn't changed anything for me, but at least I feel better about myself. I got the confidence to approach some girls and they laughed in my face and insulted me. I'm having a hard time making gains, I get stuck lifting the same weights for weeks at a time despite eating 200g of protein every day and eating enough food to make me gain weight. It almost feels like I'm at my genetic limit after only a couple months. Somehow I just feel better about myself when I look in the mirror, even though I have a lopsided face with a beak nose, one droopy eyelid, elephant ears, a recessed chin, chipped teeth, a receding hairline, and I'm skinny fat with a chest covered in huge acne scars. Exercise is a good cope.
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