I'm just tired of it. I've seen even inferior people with such empty minds but still being able to gettin' girls while i've tried everything i was told to do or i've seen that worked with other people but NOTHING of it worked with me. "Be yourself", "take care of yourself", "go to gym", "talk with other guys and get some advices", yet all of them still look at me with scorn no matter i've tried. At the "best" scenario they just doesn't see more than a friend. I'm so angry, nothing related to them ever works but all the normies still say is "just try more and one of them will like you". Fuckin bullshit. I don't have a bad selfsteem, in fact i'm at least ok-ish looking, but just by being myself it's more than enough to women look at me and think "eww". I've been living isolated for so long that at this point i can't see it getting any better.
I've been watching about Elliot Rodger some time ago and tbh i couldn't help but find him relatable af even about being an Aspie too. I can't really say if i'd have balls enough to do anything similar to what he did but i can't really say if i'll still be able to hold me longer about trying to stop thinking on it.
I've been watching about Elliot Rodger some time ago and tbh i couldn't help but find him relatable af even about being an Aspie too. I can't really say if i'd have balls enough to do anything similar to what he did but i can't really say if i'll still be able to hold me longer about trying to stop thinking on it.
