It's Over Everyday i feel like shit

[irishforeheadcel]

I literally feel like shit like my complete health sucks. I have a really bad gut health from a lack of fiber in my diet and im like 30lbs over weight so i feel like shit every day i live. Im constantly gassy and feel like im on the edge of shitting my pants almost every day. My mental state is deteriorating every day too because im extremely obsessed with my parasocial relationship i have with some foid i work with and i constantly think about her 24/7 and i even have nightmares about her. Im constantly feeling like ropemaxxing on a daily basis. I have PTSD from my time getting bullied in school so when i see teenagers i feel threatened. I obsess over how i look and since im fat and ugly i feel really embarrassed when i go out in public. Im dirt poor im like $27k in debt and i work a really shitty dead end entry level job with no college degree or career path,

 

[FiveThreeBlackCel]

I am a zero

 

[irishforeheadcel]

I am a zero

Im a -1

 

[Animecel2D]

This is the default state for an incel

 

[irishforeheadcel]

This is the default state for an incel

Even physical pain?

 

[zd60]

my body feels ilke its barely alive everyday i feel like im dying but i never do sadly. i'm also deep in debt and dirt poor makes life way worse, especially with the sleep paralysis and chronic pain

 

[irishforeheadcel]

my body feels ilke its barely alive everyday i feel like im dying but i never do sadly. i'm also deep in debt and dirt poor makes life way worse, especially with the sleep paralysis and chronic pain

I saw a sleep paralysis demon the other night and damn near shit my pants

 

[Caichan]

I have a really bad gut health from a lack of fiber in my diet and im like 30lbs over weight so i feel like shit every day i live. Im constantly gassy and feel like im on the edge of shitting my pants almost every day

Ah I see

 

[Animecel2D]

Even physical pain?

Nothing hurts more than lifelong inceldom. Even if you were relatively healthy in the beginning the overall state of your health begins to decline much faster than sexhavers and yes will lead to some kind of chronic physical pain

 

[Overbase]

$27k in debt

Is bankruptmaxxing a way?

 

[zd60]

I saw a sleep paralysis demon the other night and damn near shit my pants

i see random shadows and shit flash around and hear noises but i don't really ever see much of anything i can make out, and i feel like im drowning almost or something with some deep pressure on my chest

 

[Autist]

It's not PTSD, it's just that you know teens are going to judge you and make fun of you because of how you look

 

[irishforeheadcel]

Nothing hurts more than lifelong inceldom. Even if you were relatively healthy in the beginning the overall state of your health begins to decline much faster than sexhavers and yes will lead to some kind of chronic physical pain

I have a theory that im a guthealtcel because i stopped talking to foids at the same time i started getting fat around 11 years old and that if i wasnt fat or had a shitty gut, id have better looking skin and wouldn’t be so ugly and id have more energy to go outside and talk to foids.

 

[irishforeheadcel]

It's not PTSD, it's just that you know teens are going to judge you and make fun of you because of how you look

I got laughed at by some little shits last week at work. Literally idk why these faggot where pointing at me a laughing. They arent gonna be laughing in 3 years when they are working the same shitty job as me and hate their lives