Everyday I am becoming more lost, don't know what will be of me

[Lookscel]

People think I have no ambition I just think of random shit I invent out of my ass. It's not true. Every ambition I have, I am told it's not feasible. Everything I think people say it's not possible. I used to like studying but not now, it has become a task now not something fun. Something I need to do to make sure I become a good wagecuck.

My father says I need to become settled in life, get in some high paying field. Is this what I should inspire to be? Is this what I should wake up everyday dreaming about? To be a nobody wagecuck?

Fuck this I rather sell drugs, fuck prostitutes , get arrested and die Young.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I have zero motivation

 

[Itsover4maymaycels]

You need to careermaxx ASAP, work like hell on becoming a pro at anything you can careermaxx out of, being a wageslaving incel is hell.

 

[Lookscel]

You need to careermaxx ASAP, work like hell on becoming a pro at anything you can careermaxx out of, being a wageslaving incel is hell.

Everybody says that to me. The thing is I don't won't to careermax forcefully, I can't just get myself to do so. Whenever I studied, it was because I enjoyed studying. The thing is to be "high earning person" I have to focus on a different field ( in my case doctor ) but what I want to do is something else ( researcher in the field of biotechnology/biochemistry ). The latter has no scope where I live. The only thing I can do is to move to some other country in this field with active research in this field, Japan or USA. Both incredibly hypergamous. I am in a shit dilemma.

 

[Itsover4maymaycels]

Everybody says that to me. The thing is I don't won't to careermax forcefully, I can't just get myself to do so. Whenever I studied, it was because I enjoyed studying. The thing is to be "high earning person" I have to focus on a different field ( in my case doctor ) but what I want to do is something else ( researcher in the field of biotechnology/biochemistry ). The latter has no scope where I live. The only thing I can do is to move to some other country in this field with active research in this field, Japan or USA. Both incredibly hypergamous. I am in a shit dilemma.

Well, if you have to go to a degenerate country to careermax that is a worthy choice if you ask me, if you go down the wageslave path in a less degenerate country that will still be worse because you'll have low time and little money ontop of inceldom

 

[Deleted member 18214]

I have zero motivation

Mogs me, I have -1

 

[ThouShallObeyKing]

People think I have no ambition I just think of random shit I invent out of my ass. It's not true. Every ambition I have, I am told it's not feasible. Everything I think people say it's not possible. I used to like studying but not now, it has become a task now not something fun. Something I need to do to make sure I become a good wagecuck.

My father says I need to become settled in life, get in some high paying field. Is this what I should inspire to be? Is this what I should wake up everyday dreaming about? To be a nobody wagecuck?

Fuck this I rather sell drugs, fuck prostitutes , get arrested and die Young.

i agrree with u

 

[Deleted member 16624]

everything is weird rn,the world is becoming a parody of itself.