Gnosiscel
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- Jan 5, 2024
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Does anyone else struggle with this everpresent permeating feeling of utter pointlessness, hopelessness and existential dread? It never goes away in my case. After what I saw and experienced I can surely state that life is just a constant pointless struggles sprinkled with some fleeting moments of shallow joy, it is especially the case for ugly, unwanted and outcasted people such like us. The worst thing is the older I get the more severe this sensation gets and Im slowly losing any hope I still had left that I will ever genuinely enjoy life ever again like when I was an innocent ignorant child.