I have come to the haunting realization that even if I was decent looking no woman would want to put with me due to many many mental defects that make me unpleasant to be around. I'm a very picky eater not only in what I eat by how it's served to me, I cannot have my foods touching each other so I always have to use several plates whenever I want to eat a big meal. Several noises also bother me from other people chewing to basically any noise made with from somebodies mouth, I am often bothered by touch and don't wear several certain clothes because of it.
All of these issues likely a cause from my OCD which seems to only get worse as I age as it never used to be this bad, The amount of planning someone would have to do to work around this would not be made up for if I was anything less then chad looks wise, Even if I wasn't an incel by looks I would be a massive mentalcel anyways which likely means even if I get face surgery to look better it won't even matter because of my mental eccentricities.
There is even more things that likely would be annoying to a potential partner, I cannot sleep unless my room is cold and likely cannot sleep in a bed with someone else the one time in my life I tried doing so I found it almost impossible to properly go to sleep.
All of these issues likely a cause from my OCD which seems to only get worse as I age as it never used to be this bad, The amount of planning someone would have to do to work around this would not be made up for if I was anything less then chad looks wise, Even if I wasn't an incel by looks I would be a massive mentalcel anyways which likely means even if I get face surgery to look better it won't even matter because of my mental eccentricities.
There is even more things that likely would be annoying to a potential partner, I cannot sleep unless my room is cold and likely cannot sleep in a bed with someone else the one time in my life I tried doing so I found it almost impossible to properly go to sleep.
