Escorting destroyed me even more...

[npcel]

fellow brocels..


I now visited 5 different escorts. Two of them were very nice and I went there 2 times. The other 3 were bad experiences.

Every since these 2 have been..kind of nice to me (because of money) and one of them sometimes writes to me (because she wants money) for the first time I felt what what its like if a women checks on you or whatever. However now there is this big problem. The copes are no longer working ( mostly vidya ..oh how i miss the times where I could just game and be kind of "happy")books/series etc. When i made an appointment with an escort it felt like something to look for..something exciting, a new experience.

Just today I would have my 6th escortgirl (the youngest of them all) and she seemed interested and friendly when we wrote thirstday but today she gave 1 word answers (I checked if everything will be going as planned today and she said "Yes" and then kindof ghosted me?!?! WTF toilet creature why she behaves like this).

Anyway now sometimes there is this Void in me.. It's hurting physically. The loneliness gets unbearable. Never could I imagine myself in a normal life. Just imagine having a house with a family and inviting friends over to a BBQ or whatever LOOOL I'm so far away from this I dont even feel human.

Pre 30 Y.O I only broke down 2 times, like in crying yourself to sleep etc. Now it's happening much more often...I never wanted to get this old

 

[Snowman888]

same

 

[riceronicel]

Brutal. I'm sorry to hear that brocel.

This is why escorting needs to be internationally legalized and regulated. We men need foid pussy to find purpose in life, ever since we were chimps. It's biologically within our genes. And they must be regulated because these escorts need better manners in interacting with us, among other things, like periodically checking for STDs. Period.

 

[Ecstasy]

What happens after you have sex with an escort? Do you just pull up shirt pants and say "thanks" and leave?
I cant imagine all of that.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Brutal. I'm sorry to hear that brocel.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

fellow brocels..


I now visited 5 different escorts. Two of them were very nice and I went there 2 times. The other 3 were bad experiences.

Every since these 2 have been..kind of nice to me (because of money) and one of them sometimes writes to me (because she wants money) for the first time I felt what what its like if a women checks on you or whatever. However now there is this big problem. The copes are no longer working ( mostly vidya ..oh how i miss the times where I could just game and be kind of "happy")books/series etc. When i made an appointment with an escort it felt like something to look for..something exciting, a new experience.

Just today I would have my 6th escortgirl (the youngest of them all) and she seemed interested and friendly when we wrote thirstday but today she gave 1 word answers (I checked if everything will be going as planned today and she said "Yes" and then kindof ghosted me?!?! WTF toilet creature why she behaves like this).

Anyway now sometimes there is this Void in me.. It's hurting physically. The loneliness gets unbearable. Never could I imagine myself in a normal life. Just imagine having a house with a family and inviting friends over to a BBQ or whatever LOOOL I'm so far away from this I dont even feel human.

Pre 30 Y.O I only broke down 2 times, like in crying yourself to sleep etc. Now it's happening much more often...I never wanted to get this old

How old are you?

 

[npcel]

What happens after you have sex with an escort? Do you just pull up shirt pants and say "thanks" and leave?
I cant imagine all of that.

Well this one girl is in a realy good mood afterwards and she turned on the music and danced at me kindof.. and goodbye kiss with good ones.. This is probably for "client binding"

How old are you?

31 years of misery (well childhood was OK)

 

[Uglyme]

Sad shit man but if it causes you to feel that way, stop doing it, escorts just want money, they don't respect you and your feelings.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

31 years of misery (well childhood was OK)

Iam 32 and my childhood was fine. Once you cross 30 as an incel, difficulty goes from hard to extreme. But i do enjoy escortcelling.

 

[FinnCel]

Women will never understand what is loneliness

 

[npcel]

Iam 32 and my childhood was fine. Once you cross 30 as an incel, difficulty goes from hard to extreme. But i do enjoy escortcelling.

I do enjoy it too. Its the time in between where it gets really ugly.

How often do you go? I think i saw a post from you somewhere are from germany? What prices do you pay?

 

[Deleted member 21219]

I do enjoy it too. Its the time in between where it gets really ugly.

How often do you go? I think i saw a post from you somewhere are from germany? What prices do you pay?

Iam from curryland (JFL). Here you can get an escort as low as Rs 7000/hr (100 USD) or Rs 15,000/night for a decent looking one. I also goto massage parlors if iam looking for SEA foids.

 

[Koruga]

Anyway now sometimes there is this Void in me.. It's hurting physically. The loneliness gets unbearable. Never could I imagine myself in a normal life. Just imagine having a house with a family and inviting friends over to a BBQ or whatever LOOOL I'm so far away from this I dont even feel human.

You just want the illusion of that "normie" life, you need more perspective.

 

[Dionysus]

Women will never understand what is loneliness

 

[npcel]

You just want the illusion of that "normie" life, you need more perspective.

you mean I only see the good side with this description? Yes.. Though even with the bad sides its better than my life will ever be?!

Andwhere do we stand later in life... In my work I sometimes met single older man and suddenly it hit me.... I will be like him in a decade... how are they coping etc... why did they not rope... FUCK I dont understand

 

[Wristlet 2]

 

[Ecstasy]

Iam 32 and my childhood was fine. Once you cross 30 as an incel, difficulty goes from hard to extreme. But i do enjoy escortcelling.

Damn I hope I get out of this shit until I'm 30. Or finally have the guts to kill myself

 

[AnonAutist]

Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Incels always lose.