I get a massive rush from going on a escort website, searching through all the different profiles, reading all the different reviews and then calling them to set up an appointment. It almost feels like what picking out a toy from a toy store felt like as a kid. I have massive anxiety to the point I can't go to a shop unless it's late and there aren't many people around. The phone calls are so nerve-wracking but afterwards when everything is set in motion I feel so good. I spend the night imagining how amazing it will be that i'll actually be having sex, something that until very recently I thought only existed in porn. I literally began wondering whether women actually had anything between their legs or if they were like barbie dolls. I just couldn't imagine sex is something that people really do.
Then when the day finally comes, it's literally all I can think about. I look at the time every few minutes and I am stressed as shit, in a good way. Once it starts getting dark, I go out and take a bus to the apartment she lives in. This is the most exciting part (obviously) because, well, it's the main event but also I have no idea who i'll actually see. It could be a thief or a serial killer. I also don't know how they'll react to seeing me. I'm only 19 and I lost my virginity to an escort less than 6 months ago when I was 18. Most didn't have a problem with it, except for the last one I went to. She took full advantage of me being a clueless, awkward teen and she gave me a shit experience and threw me out after 25 minutes.
Anyway, I also try to arrive at the apartment around a half hour early so I can catch someone walking out of the front door so I can quickly go in instead of having to use the door phone to have her let me in since I don't really know how to use them jfl.
I love the taboo of it also because it's illegal to fuck escorts where I live but it's not illegal to be an escort. Walking around the apartment, seeing different kinds of shady people inside before it's time to meet her is so fucking exciting. I always feel like i'm in some sort of movie or a game like Grand Theft Auto.
Obviously the fucking is good, that doesn't need an explanation.
I have made so many good memories from escortcelling. I have already spent more money than I should've. In 5 months I spent around 1,300 euro, but thinking about all the shitty experiences going to clubs and music festivals I had and how much money I spent there in the bluepilled hopes that I would ascend makes me feel better. I really wish I had the balls to do this earlier.
Then when the day finally comes, it's literally all I can think about. I look at the time every few minutes and I am stressed as shit, in a good way. Once it starts getting dark, I go out and take a bus to the apartment she lives in. This is the most exciting part (obviously) because, well, it's the main event but also I have no idea who i'll actually see. It could be a thief or a serial killer. I also don't know how they'll react to seeing me. I'm only 19 and I lost my virginity to an escort less than 6 months ago when I was 18. Most didn't have a problem with it, except for the last one I went to. She took full advantage of me being a clueless, awkward teen and she gave me a shit experience and threw me out after 25 minutes.
Anyway, I also try to arrive at the apartment around a half hour early so I can catch someone walking out of the front door so I can quickly go in instead of having to use the door phone to have her let me in since I don't really know how to use them jfl.
I love the taboo of it also because it's illegal to fuck escorts where I live but it's not illegal to be an escort. Walking around the apartment, seeing different kinds of shady people inside before it's time to meet her is so fucking exciting. I always feel like i'm in some sort of movie or a game like Grand Theft Auto.
Obviously the fucking is good, that doesn't need an explanation.
I have made so many good memories from escortcelling. I have already spent more money than I should've. In 5 months I spent around 1,300 euro, but thinking about all the shitty experiences going to clubs and music festivals I had and how much money I spent there in the bluepilled hopes that I would ascend makes me feel better. I really wish I had the balls to do this earlier.
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