For years I’ve had oneitis for this noodle that used to work in a place near where I work, I would say she is my gookified looksmatch and also shares many of my interests (vidya, memes, etc.) She probably doesn’t know who I am but she added me on Facebook, I think she just adds whoever the fuck sends her a request. Since her current place of work is listed I contrived a reason to stop in there today. I had an elaborate fantasy built up in my head where I would chat her up, seduce her, and fuck her in the pussy at a later date, which is already ludicrous on its face since she has a tallfag white boyfriend, but I proceeded anyway. Suffice it to say when I got in the place I could barely spit out two words or make eye contact, I ended up just buying what I came in for and leaving. It felt like one of those Bethesda RPGs where you fuck up the dialogue choices and then have to restore from quicksave to try again, except there is no IRL quicksave.
I didn’t expect it to hit me this hard, it’s like my entire body is self destructing, I haven’t eaten anything all day but I don’t feel any hunger or urge to eat. It’s irrational but it feels like my absolute last chance to be with a woman just expired (irrational because it was over long ago). It looks like there is nothing left but the rope at this point, what do?
I didn’t expect it to hit me this hard, it’s like my entire body is self destructing, I haven’t eaten anything all day but I don’t feel any hunger or urge to eat. It’s irrational but it feels like my absolute last chance to be with a woman just expired (irrational because it was over long ago). It looks like there is nothing left but the rope at this point, what do?
