Venting Easter is already starting to feel like shit.

[caineturbat2003]

Before Easter, I had a mental breakdown over my fucked up and failed life and after that I feel dead inside and not even my own copes feel the same or at least give me a spark of life. It doesn't help the fact my parents will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors, the same neighbors that ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago. So it's far more likely that I will have to see their faces. What's worse is that my OCD started to act up again, making my situation even more unbearable. Simply fuck my life!

Spoiler: niggas

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[Thugs-5-Less]

No easter for your saturday

 

[Skelly]

what do you even do during easter? do you get any gifts or is it just a family mog battle?

 

[cripplecel]

Brootal

 

[caineturbat2003]

what do you even do during easter? do you get any gifts or is it just a family mog battle?

most likely a family mog battle, you know typical normalfag activity, god i fucking hate how my parents engage in this subhumanity

most of the niggas that meet there aren't even that close to them and ironic enough my parents talk shit about them all the time, i even asked my father why even meet with them and he said "so i can be alone all day? "

that right there is some patrick bateman shit, normies pretend to like each other only to then spew out some of the most vile shit behind each other's backs, it's so unreal

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

Before Easter, I had a mental breakdown over my fucked up and failed life and after that I feel dead inside and not even my own copes feel the same or at least give me a spark of life.

Same. I hate myself so much today. I was coping hard through work today, but as soon as I got home it got bad again.

I just feel very unwanted and probably heading towards another schizo moment. I hate this life so much. I'm just in my room all alone again with nobody to care while others are celebrating or at least talking to real people. I think I'm quite jealous of them. I don't know what to do anymore.

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

Before Easter, I had a mental breakdown over my fucked up and failed life and after that I feel dead inside and not even my own copes feel the same or at least give me a spark of life. It doesn't help the fact my parents will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors, the same neighbors that ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago. So it's far more likely that I will have to see their faces. What's worse is that my OCD started to act up again, making my situation even more unbearable. Simply fuck my life!

Spoiler: niggas

@AtrociousCitizen @Based NaziCel @Balding Subhuman @Castaway @cripplecel @DarkStar @Dr. Autismo @Flagellum_Dei @GeckoBus @Koomersarj @La Grande *Infamie* @manletcel1488 @Mecoja @MisanthropicMemes @NeverEvenBegan @NIGGER BOJANGLES @Rapistcel @Retardfuel @Scatius Deletus @Sewer Sloth @stalkerKiller @Stupid Clown @SuperKanga.Belgrade @SyrianSchizoSage @The Scarlet Prince @ThisSongGoesVerHard @twisted @wereq @WorthlessSlavicShit @Todd Thundercock

Bro I need you to do me a favour
Crash out Niggerstyle on your neighbours for disrespecting you 3 years ago for the lego shit
Become low inhib by getting brain damage and it will destroy your ocd

 

[caineturbat2003]

Same. I hate myself so much today. I was coping hard through work today, but as soon as I got home it got bad again.

I just feel very unwanted and probably heading towards another schizo moment. I hate this life so much. I'm just in my room all alone again with nobody to care while others are celebrating or at least talking to real people. I think I'm quite jealous of them. I don't know what to do anymore.

I would feel 10 times worse if I attend these fake parties. Especially after being BPed, you start to picking up patterns of their behavior and doesn't help the fact you are the subhuman always getting to be the punchline of every "joke" normalfags make.

 

[Mecoja]

My cousins used to ridicule me my entire life for childish hobbies and for cooking and sewing. My parents would also in their company.

 

[caineturbat2003]

My cousins used to ridicule me my entire life for childish hobbies and for cooking and sewing. My parents would also in their company.

My father especially. And when I get riled up, he would make the classic "it's just a joke" line. EVERY SINGLE TIME!

 

[Todd Thundercock]

My parents make shitty Polack food for Easter and treat it like a holiday for some reason

 

[caineturbat2003]

Become low inhib by getting brain damage and it will destroy your ocd

Usually I am low inhib, but with a deadly combination of BP, all I would do is get heated up with these normscum and then get scolded by my mother for not being a good cuckboy, not worth it. I will just attend church then rot in my room as much as possible.

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

I would feel 10 times worse if I attend these fake parties. Especially after being BPed, you start to picking up patterns of their behavior and doesn't help the fact you are the subhuman always getting to be the punchline of every "joke" normalfags make.

Yeah, I know how much they disrespect us. Today just hits harder for me I guess. My sister is having a romantic day today with her BF, while I have to work my ass off in work and then come to this empty room to lurk on this site.

I just had some schizo cope thought that it would be different if I was spending my time with someone. But at the end of the day I would feel ever worse if I was part of some family gathering where they will take turns ripping jokes at my own expense. But it still feels like shit in here.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Before Easter, I had a mental breakdown over my fucked up and failed life and after that I feel dead inside and not even my own copes feel the same or at least give me a spark of life. It doesn't help the fact my parents will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors, the same neighbors that ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago. So it's far more likely that I will have to see their faces. What's worse is that my OCD started to act up again, making my situation even more unbearable. Simply fuck my life!

Spoiler: niggas

@AtrociousCitizen @Based NaziCel @Balding Subhuman @Castaway @cripplecel @DarkStar @Dr. Autismo @Flagellum_Dei @GeckoBus @Koomersarj @La Grande *Infamie* @manletcel1488 @Mecoja @MisanthropicMemes @NeverEvenBegan @NIGGER BOJANGLES @Rapistcel @Retardfuel @Scatius Deletus @Sewer Sloth @stalkerKiller @Stupid Clown @SuperKanga.Belgrade @SyrianSchizoSage @The Scarlet Prince @ThisSongGoesVerHard @twisted @wereq @WorthlessSlavicShit @Todd Thundercock

bro i havnt cared about easter since i was in elementary.

 

[Stupid Clown]

It's going to be insufferable having neighbors around. Good luck

 

[caineturbat2003]

It's going to be insufferable having neighbors around. Good luck

Thanks, I need it.

 

[Friezacel]

Bro I need you to do me a favour
Crash out Niggerstyle on your neighbours for disrespecting you 3 years ago for the lego shit
Become low inhib by getting brain damage and it will destroy your ocd

Just get lobotomy bro

 

[Mecoja]

My father especially. And when I get riled up, he would make the classic "it's just a joke" line. EVERY SINGLE TIME!

My dad would criticize every single thing I do, while always praising my cousins. He would always put me down in front of others. It's such an evil thing to do.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Legos are awesome man, normies just suck balls

They always shit on us for our hobbies, meanwhile they do the most boring and by the book stuff.

 

[Blushing]

Easter is gigacucked. As pagan you need to go in jewish Christian church to sanctify the food there.

 

[stalkerKiller]

GUESS WHAT?
I SPECIFICALLY CHOSE TO NOT BE IN NIGGERMANIA FOR EASTER. SO I MOG THIS ENTIRE FORUM.

That's right, I'm gonna spend the Easter holiday alone, most likely hiking. It'll be the best Easter ever.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I hate easter the more i think about

 

[Vector2800]

I didn’t even know it was easter

 

[cooked in life]

I haven't celebrated easter since 12 years ago.

 

[twisted]

ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago

They are robots, take their opinion with little regard your "childish" hobby is way cooler than any interest they will have in their lifetime.

will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors

But brutal mang, I hope they don't bother you too much hopefully you can maintain some distance.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Over. I hate when you have to interact with people who shame you or your hobbies, and that shit’s fucked up.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Also OCD is pure hell and most people wouldn’t understand how brutal it is to have your own brain working against you no matter what you do. I’ve had it for over 13 years now

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Brutal.

most likely a family mog battle, you know typical normalfag activity, god i fucking hate how my parents engage in this subhumanity

most of the niggas that meet there aren't even that close to them and ironic enough my parents talk shit about them all the time, i even asked my father why even meet with them and he said "so i can be alone all day? "

that right there is some patrick bateman shit, normies pretend to like each other only to then spew out some of the most vile shit behind each other's backs, it's so unreal

I remember even The Simpsons making fun of this kind of mentality, why can't normies be actually normal for a few days.

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Over. I hate when you have to interact with people who shame you or your hobbies, and that shit’s fucked up.

 

[Choler]

that right there is some patrick bateman shit, normies pretend to like each other only to then spew out some of the most vile shit behind each other's backs, it's so unreal

i noticed that too, its disgusting

 

[caineturbat2003]

Brutal.


I remember even The Simpsons making fun of this kind of mentality, why can't normies be actually normal for a few days.

Really? What episode was that?

 

[Puppeter]

i had a mental breakdown too

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Really? What episode was that?

Dunno, but it was the scene where Homer and Marge come back from a party or some gathering with the other adults and immediately start shitting on the Hibberts and others, prompting Bart and Lisa to ask them why they even talk with them then, so they have to explain to their kids how fake adult relationships are.

Gemini gave me those two options but I couldn't find any mention of that scene in the recaps of either of those episodes on Simpsons Wiki.

 

[caineturbat2003]

Dunno, but it was the scene where Homer and Marge come back from a party or some gathering with the other adults and immediately start shitting on the Hibberts and others, prompting Bart and Lisa to ask them why they even talk with them then, so they have to explain to their kids how fake adult relationships are.

Gemini gave me those two options but I couldn't find any mention of that scene in the recaps of either of those episodes on Simpsons Wiki.

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Thanks, will give it a watch. This literally speaks to my soul. Normie behavior is truly a mystery.

 

[caineturbat2003]

Also OCD is pure hell and most people wouldn’t understand how brutal it is to have your own brain working against you no matter what you do. I’ve had it for over 13 years now

Brutal. OCD is truly something nasty to have, especially if you're a truecel. And what's scary about it is that it can make your fear feel so real. Even your brain wants you to kys JFL

 

[manletcel1488]

Going to try and avoid Easter we will see if I'm successful.
If I am pressured by family to meet up with them I'm not visiting long.

 

[Koomersarj]

Before Easter, I had a mental breakdown over my fucked up and failed life and after that I feel dead inside and not even my own copes feel the same or at least give me a spark of life. It doesn't help the fact my parents will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors, the same neighbors that ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago. So it's far more likely that I will have to see their faces. What's worse is that my OCD started to act up again, making my situation even more unbearable. Simply fuck my life!

Brutal. The OCD is the worst part; as if the external world didn't treat us badly enough, we have to be prisoners in our own heads too. Hope you make it through this ordeal fine

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

my parents will celebrate the holiday with some normalfag neighbors, the same neighbors that ridiculed me over my lego cope 2 or 3 years ago

Brutal

To me, it doesn't even feel like Easter. I worked yesterday, I am working today as well...

Simply fuck my life!

We are cursed to needlessly suffer. I wish things were good instead of bad...

 

[DarkStar]

Brutal as fuck, sorry to hear that mang

So glad I don't have to put up with that today

i had a mental breakdown too

It be like that mango

Brutal. The OCD is the worst part; as if the external world didn't treat us badly enough, we have to be prisoners in our own heads too. Hope you make it through this ordeal fine

I have some similar behaviors to it, would make sense due to my autism

We're literally trapped 24/7, we are prisoners in all aspects