Dying as a virgin is my utlimate nightmare. And scared of cancer.

[virgin4life]

I have a strange mole on my toe and I am scared it might be cancer. I have been to a dermatologist and she said it was hard to tell and she would look at it again in two months. I seriously am not afraid of dying... I just really dont want to die unfucked and also I do not want to die having tried to moneymaxx to see how it will affect my life. I hope I will have at least another 20 years left so I can moneymaxx and escortcelmaxx. It is over for me being a 37 yo virgin but I am still not ready to die.

Recently I heard about a dude in my village who has cancer on his dick. His dick will be cut off. To think about this is literally driving me nuts. What would I do if that happened to me? To live without a dick knowing you will die a virgin seems super fucked up to me.

I have started eating very healthy now and I am doing at least some sports but I am seriously scared of cancer on a nearly daily basis. My father died of cancer but that was because he was a heroin addict and got hepatitis C. So that also doesnt make it easier for me. My cat also died of cancer and now the thought about cancer is totally fucking me up. I mean all it takes is one cell to replicate incorrectly and your immune system missing it and you are DEAD. And cells are replicating themselves BILLIONS OF TIMES EVERY DAY.

Does anyone else have those thoughts? Arent you scared of dying as a virgin?

 

[illiterate scholar.]

no and if you are you may as well just die

 

[HueHueBr]

This is temporary. I also had this fear, but today, I see that it is a tremendous nonsense. I am afraid of dying of hunger, I am afraid of dying in agony in pain, but dying virgin is not a relevant fear for me.

I am not to blame for being born softly, ugly, with tendency to baldness and with personality asperger, with fine wrists, bad voice and race trash. I'm sure that everything they say is important to do to have a woman on the side I did, and I did much more than any other in my family has ever done, and the result has never gone from scratch. then my conscience is quiet.

 

[virgin4life]

no and if you are you may as well just die

I cant die now. I feel I will soon have the balls to ascend to escortcel. And I have a perfect trading strategy that I know will make me rich but I will need at least 10 years to achieve and enjoy it to a certain degree. I hope I have at least 10-20 years left.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

I'm over it personally, I have embraced my virgin destiny. Cancer sucks though, my condolences if you end up having it.

 

[virgin4life]

I am not to blame for being born softly, ugly, with tendency to baldness and with personality asperger, with fine wrists, bad voice and race trash. I'm sure that everything they say is important to do to have a woman on the side I did, and I did much more than any other in my family has ever done, and the result has never gone from scratch. then my conscience is quiet.

Yes but at least I want to fuck a lot of whores before I die and I want to go through with the trading thing first.

 

[HueHueBr]

Yes but at least I want to fuck a lot of whores before I die and I want to go through with the trading thing first.

so pay for it. the coldness of prostitutes is no less sincere than the coldness of femoids who ignore you because of factors beyond their control. you will not be loved anyway, so a paid and cold sex is nothing much.

 

[virgin4life]

so pay for it. the coldness of prostitutes is no less sincere than the coldness of femoids who ignore you because of factors beyond their control. you will not be loved anyway, so a paid and cold sex is nothing much.

I want to use them as fuck toys. I have a very realistic idea of what prostitution is like. I am 37 dude.

 

[nice_try]

You are 37yo? And you didn't go to an escort yet? Why?
It's time.
Go there.
Put your dick in a vagene and call it a day.
Don't die a virgin.

 

[tulasdanslos]

Two of my uncles have died of cancer and my father told me last week that he has cancer. I don't give a shit about my father tbh but the thought of dying of cancer scares me because it seems to run in the family.

 

[virgin4life]

I have gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD) and lately my esophagus has been hurting. I am scared of getting esophageal cancer or Barrett's esophagus (precancerous condition). I've been suffering from this for so long now that I am tired of feeling scared and I'm no at a point where I'm nihilistic and numb to my pain. I just want to end my life.

I have that too. Do not eat three hours before you go to bed and try to replace soft drinks with still water. Lose weight and eat more healthy and the pain will go away within 3 weeks.

Two of my uncles have died of cancer and my father told me last week that he has cancer. I don't give a shit about my father tbh but the thought of dying of cancer scares me because it seems to run in the family.

Fuck dude... It is so common people are having it left and right.

You are 37yo? And you didn't go to an escort yet? Why?

I have a problem with my body. I am disgusted by it. It is a very strong mental barrier I have to overcome.

 

[Insomniac]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

 

[virgin4life]

No it doesn't just go away like that.

Do you have it regardless of what you eat?

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

Why not at least die as an escortcel? I mean yeah paying for sex is kinda cucked but at least you know what the physics of it feel like even if there are no emotions involved.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

at least you know what the physics of it feel like even if there are no emotions involved.

The general sentiment among folks here who try this out seems to be that it is highly overrated, and I think that is for a good reason. The idea of something is usually better than the real thing, especially when you have been dreaming about it for a long time. Think about other things you thought would fulfill you, if you have had such experiences, and how they were a letdown.

 

[virgin4life]

The general sentiment among folks here who try this out seems to be that it is highly overrated, and I think that is for a good reason. The idea of something is usually better than the real thing, especially when you have been dreaming about it for a long time. Think about other things you thought would fulfill you, if you have had such experiences, and how they were a letdown.

Ok but I think one has to try themselves. Just to know. Not knowing what it is like is a big problem for me mentally.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

My ultimate nightmare is if I'd go bald.

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

This.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I have a strange mole on my toe and I am scared it might be cancer. I have been to a dermatologist and she said it was hard to tell and she would look at it again in two months. I seriously am not afraid of dying... I just really dont want to die unfucked and also I do not want to die having tried to moneymaxx to see how it will affect my life. I hope I will have at least another 20 years left so I can moneymaxx and escortcelmaxx. It is over for me being a 37 yo virgin but I am still not ready to die.

Recently I heard about a dude in my village who has cancer on his dick. His dick will be cut off. To think about this is literally driving me nuts. What would I do if that happened to me? To live without a dick knowing you will die a virgin seems super fucked up to me.

I have started eating very healthy now and I am doing at least some sports but I am seriously scared of cancer on a nearly daily basis. My father died of cancer but that was because he was a heroin addict and got hepatitis C. So that also doesnt make it easier for me. My cat also died of cancer and now the thought about cancer is totally fucking me up. I mean all it takes is one cell to replicate incorrectly and your immune system missing it and you are DEAD. And cells are replicating themselves BILLIONS OF TIMES EVERY DAY.

Does anyone else have those thoughts? Arent you scared of dying as a virgin?

I relate to you boyo. Dying is inevitable. But dying without accomplishing your goals is fearcelling.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

Same bro I have accepted my fate

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I have a strange mole on my toe and I am scared it might be cancer. I have been to a dermatologist and she said it was hard to tell and she would look at it again in two months. I seriously am not afraid of dying... I just really dont want to die unfucked and also I do not want to die having tried to moneymaxx to see how it will affect my life. I hope I will have at least another 20 years left so I can moneymaxx and escortcelmaxx. It is over for me being a 37 yo virgin but I am still not ready to die.

Recently I heard about a dude in my village who has cancer on his dick. His dick will be cut off. To think about this is literally driving me nuts. What would I do if that happened to me? To live without a dick knowing you will die a virgin seems super fucked up to me.

I have started eating very healthy now and I am doing at least some sports but I am seriously scared of cancer on a nearly daily basis. My father died of cancer but that was because he was a heroin addict and got hepatitis C. So that also doesnt make it easier for me. My cat also died of cancer and now the thought about cancer is totally fucking me up. I mean all it takes is one cell to replicate incorrectly and your immune system missing it and you are DEAD. And cells are replicating themselves BILLIONS OF TIMES EVERY DAY.

Does anyone else have those thoughts? Arent you scared of dying as a virgin?

Get good health insurance with no excess and insist on weekly blood tests. If they refuse cancel your policy and implement a new one.

Live comfortably.

I cant die now. I feel I will soon have the balls to ascend to escortcel. And I have a perfect trading strategy that I know will make me rich but I will need at least 10 years to achieve and enjoy it to a certain degree. I hope I have at least 10-20 years left.

JFL at your end goal to fuck a hooker. On the other hand sex is a majot motivator so I guess the end justifies the means.

I have gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD) and lately my esophagus has been hurting. I am scared of getting esophageal cancer or Barrett's esophagus (precancerous condition). I've been suffering from this for so long now that I am tired of feeling scared and I'm no at a point where I'm nihilistic and numb to my pain. I just want to end my life.

Try dignitas.

 

[Michael15651]

For me it’s between that and not becoming rich.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

dying a virgin is worse than dieing of cancer

 

[Deleted member 14805]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

This times a million!

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

I will never even get a gf

 

[ovrload]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

you’re white go to Thailand for a few months

 

[wizardcel]

I have thought about that too. Dying as a virgin is disappointing, but once you're dead nothing else matters.

 

[ovrload]

I have thought about that too. Dying as a virgin is disappointing, but once you're dead nothing else matters.

Are you white?

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Being a virgin is a virtue in almost all religions. Maybe you will get a lesser punishment in Hell if you stay a virgin and don’t have premarital sex.

 

[Wonder]

Arent you scared of dying as a virgin?

When I'm dead I really don't care either way. I'm not scared of death itself per say, mainly dying. I'd prefer a quick death, dying from falling from a great height for example. I don't want to lay in a hospital for weeks on pain medication.

 

[IncelDisciple]

Drink milk. It will soothe your throat.

 

[Adolf_Hitler]

The foreboding of eternal suffering is my greatest fear. I could never rest without having this inclination towards ensuring happiness and stability. I also fear dying without recognition or fame.

 

[RollD20]

I don't fear it, in the end if I am dead does it even matter if I had put my member in a wet hole of flesh anyways?
What would be truly disappointing is if I don't accomplish anything. I desire affection more.

Two of my uncles have died of cancer and my father told me last week that he has cancer. I don't give a shit about my father tbh but the thought of dying of cancer scares me because it seems to run in the family.

Same boat, however they survived. Should get it checked early even if you are young.

 

[StaroRavager]

Escortcel within the next 2 months and if it is confirmed that you have cancer, I suggest you rope ASAP

 

[Cuyen]

I’ve made peace with the fact I will die a virgin.

I still try to make tbh

 

[Pinpoint]

I really wish this forum wasn't so watched by the government lol.

 

[Ocelot]

I don't mind dying a virgin. It's dying unloved that I'm scared of

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I don't care about being a virgin in that sense. If I were to die, then it wouldn't affect me anymore, so I have no reason to care. It's the loneliness, and to a much lesser degree, the sexual frustration which bother me consistently.

 

[LastGerman]

I mean yeah paying for sex is kinda cucked

It is not ''kinda'' cucked, it is extremly cucked.

 

[Deleted member 17599]

I'm not scared to any of these things tbh. I WILL GO ER if I stay a virgin in my whole life, so that would be a honorable death anyway.