Story Due to bullying I'm literally unable to laugh

[Deleted member 22572]

I can't fucking laugh right. It's a rare occurrence but when it does happen I'm just breathing more heavily out of my mouth than I normally would do and it's silent. My mouth is barely open.

Everyone I've ever come across has made fun of or at least commented on my looks and the worst thing imo is them saying I have an ugly smile and ugly laugh.

I'd be laughing at someone's joke and then someone will say something like "he looks so creepy/weird when he laughs"

WTF? It's YOUR joke I'm laughing at. But because I'm ugly you are not threatened by me and have no reason to treat me with respect.

Bruh laughing would've been a good cope they could've at least not have taken that away.

 

[bait____]

 

[Deleted member 24081]

I can’t laugh at most things. I often fake laugh.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I can’t laugh at most things. I often fake laugh.

Out of all of my laughs that were in irl social situations, 2 thirds of them b fake.

 

[Deleted member 24081]

Out of all of my laughs that were in irl social situations, 2 thirds of them b fake.

I just don’t find normie humour amusing at all.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I just don’t find normie humour amusing at all.

Init. My old """friends"""" were like 5 year olds.

 

[zangano1]

I never laugh

 

[BrapZilian]

I never laugh

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I never laugh

 

[FinnCel]

I couldn't laugh at your age either, took me 5 years since mental hospital to be able to laugh again

 

[JestER]

Can heavily relate

 

[Deleted member 24256]

I can’t laugh, not bc of bullying tho

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

I just don’t find normie humour amusing at all.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I can’t laugh, not bc of bullying tho

Huh?

 

[Deleted member 24256]

Huh?

Mental Illness, I can't really experience joy, I just feel neutral

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Mental Illness, I can't really experience joy, I just feel neutral

Ye when I was 14-16 I used to cry so much and I was so emotional and got into fights n stuff but now I'm just numb and all my emotions are weak and shallow

 

[ShadowTheEdgehog]

I can't fucking laugh right. It's a rare occurrence but when it does happen I'm just breathing more heavily out of my mouth than I normally would do and it's silent. My mouth is barely open.

Everyone I've ever come across has made fun of or at least commented on my looks and the worst thing imo is them saying I have an ugly smile and ugly laugh.

I'd be laughing at someone's joke and then someone will say something like "he looks so creepy/weird when he laughs"

WTF? It's YOUR joke I'm laughing at. But because I'm ugly you are not threatened by me and have no reason to treat me with respect.

Bruh laughing would've been a good cope they could've at least not have taken that away.

Same. Forgot how to laugh.
At some Point I picked up a laugh from a dude I saw on yt.

But even when I laugh People ask me if I am ok, or if I am crying.
I just breathe in very heavily too.

I once posted my smile online, and I ve showed it to Closer People too. On discord for example.

All of them said it Looks terrifying as fuck.
They say ist frear inducing, Looks like a rapist etc...

Ist just my regular smile.

I have transcended subhuman, I have become a Monster.