I don't know how to describe the discomfort that afflicts me. Every day, all the time, everywhere, with everyone I feel alone. What I need is a hug, talking to someone who can understand me. I don't need to hide my emotions. Feeling admired by another, belonging to the environment in which I live. Loneliness is deteriorating sanity. I try my best, doing activities that benefit me. But my thoughts don't leave me, and the desire to have someone waiting for you. My only friend is the Eliot Rodger archetype in my mind.
