Most people, when they reach this point, retreat to their corner and start crying, thinking the effort is pointless. They either commit suicide or whine like an incell. But I discovered Rodipill, and I realized that all those guys you see on social media are just a few units of HGH and DHT-like drugs. That's exactly where the problem lies. Just when I was so fixated on it, about to accept the situation like an incell, I learned that it could be changed, and that thought is eating me alive. I don't want to live like this, and I hate myself, but at the same time, I hesitate. Sometimes I don't even want to live. The only difference between me and a whining incell is that I have something to hold onto, something to hope for.
