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FBIcel
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Yes, that's a good way to put it. It's actually hope, and the struggle we present when confronted with it that's possibly the worst feeling. Either that or it's the desire for something which you know that you'll never have, watching yourself grow older and become more and more depressed because of it.Comforts me because if I commit suicide, I'll granted a peaceful non-existence without having to re-experience pain, longing, suffering, struggling, and hoping in another lifetime.
I want to fade to black.
Scares the everliving fuck out of me. We call it the agepill, most people on this forum dont believe in it though because theyre teenagers
So change that.I have no friends, and few memories that I cherish.
dude im a youngcel and im terrified of being 30 and still an incel rotting in my roomScares the everliving fuck out of me. We call it the agepill, most people on this forum dont believe in it though because theyre teenagers
You always have that option.No, im not afraid of that saying because I genuinely hate life. If I had the option to rope I would do it without hesitation.
It did in the past, but I'm 30 so I failed at life. Realisation of that made me so much more in peace. No more struggle, beacause I've already lost. If you think you still have a chance then fight, but if not then just abandon all hope. It's much more peaceful after you stop struggling :>
Then to rot i want to go homeYou have no other chances at life
You have no other chances at life
I want to fade to black.