Venting Does the hope of ascension keeps you going when you’re feeling miserably down in the dumps?

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

I’d be lying if I didn’t say that today is one of those almost unbearably heavy days. I understand that we all have our copes, but sometimes the Anhedonia makes it challenging to even enjoy those copes that usually help you get through the day. Does the hope of ascending keeps you going? When you’re so miserable that you can’t get out of bed and work/study or even eat, what keeps you going? Its unbearable, yet no one cares.

 

[PersonalityChad]

No, i have literally zero hope atp

 

[VanGobbel]

hope of ascension means being bluepilled if trucel

if you match with foids/talk with foids/get foid attention, you are fakecel by default

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I have no hope; the only thing that drives me forward at this point is self-preservation, and my desire to execute my final plan.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

I'm too old for that shit, GrAYnigger

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

I'm too old for that shit, GrAYnigger

I only go out to piss off normies anymore. Or to buy booze

 

[SupremeSaint]

and my desire to execute my final plan.

Which is

 

[Xul]

No, i have literally zero hope atp

 

[The Wolf]

It used to up until a few years ago, but without logical reason. It was more of a cope. Fleeting moments where I worked out for 3 days in a row but then stopped (working out at home, with my parents' equipment). I never worked out for more than 3 days straight. I always went 3-4 months without working out at all.

I'm deformed, 5'4 and autistic. I thought hey maybe some tanning, surgery and working out would help. Turns out, I've been to 6 different plastic surgeons in 2 countries now, had a video consultation with one in the US... none can help me.
Then I thought maybe low risk and relatively cheap fillers can help, turns out...no they can't.

I look extremely special. I've never had much hope and bad treatment due to my looks, that's why I never asked a girl out in my life.

My odds of winning millions in the lottery are much better than me getting a gf. I kind of knew it then, but didn't want to believe it. Now I'm even older and realize people won't stop treating me like shit. I've now totally given up. Not 98% like before, but 100%.

 

[zd60]

No, i have literally zero hope atp

 

[Animecel2D]

No

 

[endoftheskies]

I’d be lying if I didn’t say that today is one of those almost unbearably heavy days. I understand that we all have our copes, but sometimes the Anhedonia makes it challenging to even enjoy those copes that usually help you get through the day. Does the hope of ascending keeps you going? When you’re so miserable that you can’t get out of bed and work/study or even eat, what keeps you going? Its unbearable, yet no one cares.

No. The only thing that drives me forward is my self and an constant urge for improvement and knowledge.

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Sometimes. Mostly, it's just my self-preservation instinct and the fact of copes becoming more affordable and me more able to purchase them that does so.

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

No, i have literally zero hope atp

I’m sorry that you have lost all hope. Believe me, I relate. If it means anything, I think it’s amazing that you have been here since 2018! I mean it. You’re like one of the oldest members here.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I more or less accepted that i will grow old alone

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

I only go out to piss off normies anymore. Or to buy booze

How do you piss them off? And how old are you?

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

I more or less accepted that i will grow old alone

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

It used to up until a few years ago, but without logical reason. It was more of a cope. Fleeting moments where I worked out for 3 days in a row but then stopped (working out at home, with my parents' equipment). I never worked out for more than 3 days straight. I always went 3-4 months without working out at all.

I'm deformed, 5'4 and autistic. I thought hey maybe some tanning, surgery and working out would help. Turns out, I've been to 6 different plastic surgeons in 2 countries now, had a video consultation with one in the US... none can help me.
Then I thought maybe low risk and relatively cheap fillers can help, turns out...no they can't.

I look extremely special. I've never had much hope and bad treatment due to my looks, that's why I never asked a girl out in my life.

My odds of winning millions in the lottery are much better than me getting a gf. I kind of knew it then, but didn't want to believe it. Now I'm even older and realize people won't stop treating me like shit. I've now totally given up. Not 98% like before, but 100%.

I’m sorry brother . May I ask what do you think is the problem with your face is? Why didn’t the plastic surgeons help?

 

[Belowthesalt]

Ascension is what exactly, fucking some bitch? I genuinely have no desire to spend time with foids all I do is masturbate and that's about it.

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

Ascension is what exactly, fucking some bitch? I genuinely have no desire to spend time with foids all I do is masturbate and that's about it.

Ascension is finding love/companionship.

 

[Belowthesalt]

Ascension is finding love/companionship.

Again a foid does not have any worth besides fucking her, why would I want to spend time around them especially after I've been exposed to their true vindictive nature. I'd much rather choose to have a blank check on murdering them than ascending with one.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

what kind of "hope of ascension" ?

I cannot magically rearrange my bones to become chad

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

How do you piss them off? And how old are you?

I'm 36.
And I brazenly tell them the truth to their faces. Or belch in their faces.

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

I have no hope; the only thing that drives me forward at this point is self-preservation, and my desire to execute my final plan.

I’m so sorry it has reached this point it is apparently established that being hopeless is one of the biggest, if not the biggest reasons why people end up committing suicide. I think we should try to find hope, if that’s even possible. Speaking of hope, I hope that your final plan isn’t self harm.

 

[Xul]

I’m so sorry it has reached this point it is apparently established that being hopeless is one of the biggest, if not the biggest reasons why people end up committing suicide. I think we should try to find hope, if that’s even possible. Speaking of hope, I hope that your final plan isn’t self harm.

Lol

 

[RandomGuy]

Ascension is finding love/companionship.

I'm too old for that shit, GrAYnigger

View: https://youtube.com/shorts/wfrlgXfrndA?si=ggbrOalz7vYJuNPg

 

[Alvin31]

No, i have literally zero hope atp

True blackpill