Does it becoming easier or harder to be certain you'll be KHHV forever, the older you get?

[The Wolf]

When I was 16-19 or so, sure I wanted a gf, but I never wanted it as much as when I was 22–now at 29... I coped with porn over 10 years ago. Somehow thought I can get a gf sometime, magically. When I was 15 I was watching a movie with a pretty girl in it and I felt sad because I thought, I'll never have such a girl.
I had moments of coping. But at the same time I also knew it's over, like the movie shows. I really felt sad about it. It was already obvious then I can't get a gf.

The problem isn't really not having one now, but knowing it will never happen, and knowing what I missed. Winning the lottery is 100x more likely. I'll never have a pretty girlfriend obviously and that hurts even more.

 

[Max Doltman]

for me it got worse

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I have more moments of indifference as I grow older.
But the moments where it hits me, it REALLY hits me harder with time.

 

[literallyretarded]

definitely worse as 18 19 20 your supposed to be at the peak of your looks and health so if you cant get one young it becomes more brutal as you grow old because then you know there will never be a possibility of finding happiness.

 

[minimaltz]

i'm too young to know, but It's not as bad as two years ago.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

It gets harder, you probably just get better at coping.

 

[zd60]

i think it just always gets harder no matter what

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

It gets to me now but maybe it will help when my new anti depressants kick in.

 

[The Wolf]

It gets to me now but maybe it will help when my new anti depressants kick in.

don't expect too much, antidepressants often wear off over time. I still have many moments where I do care that I'll forever be khhv. at 29 with my face and height and autism it's over

 

[Q. H. Cooks]

After mid 20s just fuck a whore to get that chip off your shoulder.

 

[Chud Norris72]

I will probably end it before I turn 40

 

[Rapistcel]

When I was 16-19 or so, sure I wanted a gf, but I never wanted it as much as when I was 22–now at 29... I coped with porn over 10 years ago. Somehow thought I can get a gf sometime, magically. When I was 15 I was watching a movie with a pretty girl in it and I felt sad because I thought, I'll never have such a girl.
I had moments of coping. But at the same time I also knew it's over, like the movie shows. I really felt sad about it. It was already obvious then I can't get a gf.

The problem isn't really not having one now, but knowing it will never happen, and knowing what I missed. Winning the lottery is 100x more likely. I'll never have a pretty girlfriend obviously and that hurts even more.

I'm 20 years old so I'm still too young to tell.

 

[superpsycho]

im not old by any means but ive been certain for a while that im a perma KHHDV. ive done my best to cope but at times the psychological burden is all too much and i end up sperging out at the most minor inconvenience.

 

[ihatelife2]

Easier to believe I'll remain alone because the older I get, the less attractive

 

[Paladin]

Definitely easier, if you couldn't get laid at what should be the peak of your looks why would you expect to get laid later on in life when the agepill starts hitting.