Having autism sucks because I can't properly socialize with too many people at once.
When irl, I can't even figure out what to talk about and I don't just feel out of place, I am out of place.
I just visited a car mechanic I know at his own company and there were so many of his employees that it felt extremely uncomfortable.
I don't know any of them and just felt very uneasy with them around.
I also did not know where to stand to not appear too awkward.
He invited me to eat shashlik, but I declined, because I just can't eat around so many strangers and I was luckily very full.
I had some eggs with bacon, a bit bread and a tea.
Also, it was fucking freezing there.
So, I apologized to him leaving so early.