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It's a condition where being rejected or criticized or judged causes extreme psychological pain like much worse than just being bummed out because you got rejected or got discriminated against
Pretty sure i have it because whenever I go out and I get stared at and witness peoples adverse reactions to my face it causes literal fucking agony in my mind, just one stare stare or one slight creeped out scowl from someone will send me from a normal mood into an extreme violent spiral of just absolute rage and despair and thoughts of drinking myself to death and roping and it goes on for hours until I calm down, I see other people describe getting stared at and treated like shit by people but it doesn't seem to cause them such excruciating pain like it does me, it's literally a guaranteed spiral of being bombarded with the most painful, emotionally agonising thoughts for at least an hour
Pretty sure i have it because whenever I go out and I get stared at and witness peoples adverse reactions to my face it causes literal fucking agony in my mind, just one stare stare or one slight creeped out scowl from someone will send me from a normal mood into an extreme violent spiral of just absolute rage and despair and thoughts of drinking myself to death and roping and it goes on for hours until I calm down, I see other people describe getting stared at and treated like shit by people but it doesn't seem to cause them such excruciating pain like it does me, it's literally a guaranteed spiral of being bombarded with the most painful, emotionally agonising thoughts for at least an hour





