SuicideFuel Does anyone have dark images take over their mind?

[Deleted member 17606]

Since I was young sometimes id get into a state of pure depression and get these images of a baren city scape, a hell like place. It brings me much distress and fear unlike anything in the conscious world. I usually zone out into this when I have drunk alot or am already more depressed then usual. Some days my life is hell and the outside, conscious world just seems like a fake facade. Maybe I am losing my mind progressively, but any time I look up these symptoms I get no answer. If I look up dark thoughts it gives the typical example of thinking about causing harm in an uncomfortable situation but these dark visions are echelons more depressing and destructive to my mind then that. Its truly over for mentalcels like me. I do not wish to rope but my mind keeps pushing it.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

You mean you are teleported into a doom reality whole doingIRL stuff ?

 

[MisanthropyInsanity]

I have had sort of similar experiences. Not as in seeing hellish landscapes(Not yet at least), but I've definitely had some visions of things I can't really describe. But in all honesty the world is a fake facade, what you're seeing and thinking is the truth, don't try to fight it, just accept it. Trust me, that will go a long way.

 

[Deleted member 25274]

Nope I can’t actually picture things in my mind

 

[Deleted member 17606]

I have had sort of similar experiences. Not as in seeing hellish landscapes(Not yet at least), but I've definitely had some visions of things I can't really describe. But in all honesty the world is a fake facade, what you're seeing and thinking is the truth, don't try to fight it, just accept it. Trust me, that will go a long way.

I honestly cant describe it either yhe hellish city scape is as close as I can get but its more complex and goes back to nightmares one would have as a little child, possibly an alternative universe of suffering. That sounds far fetched but I really dont know what kind of explaination to come to. Is this depression or the early stages of full blown psychosis?

 

[MisanthropyInsanity]

I honestly cant describe it either yhe hellish city scape is as close as I can get but its more complex and goes back to nightmares one would have as a little child, possibly an alternative universe of suffering. That sounds far fetched but I really dont know what kind of explaination to come to. Is this depression or the early stages of full blown psychosis?

There is a good chance it is neither. I've had a lot of my visions during mediation or during/after rituals. I don't know what sort of beliefs you got, but I'd recommend opening up to the fact that what you're seeing could possibly be very real.

 

[Animecel2D]

Nah not really

 

[ihaveno1]

fakecel if havent

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

no

 

[Numb]

not rly tbh, i did when i was angry inckwell

 

[Yerberito]

Yes i have ngl

 

[DepressionTookMyIQ]

Niggas stealing my mind yes

 

[StormWind]

Since I was young sometimes id get into a state of pure depression and get these images of a baren city scape, a hell like place. It brings me much distress and fear unlike anything in the conscious world. I usually zone out into this when I have drunk alot or am already more depressed then usual. Some days my life is hell and the outside, conscious world just seems like a fake facade. Maybe I am losing my mind progressively, but any time I look up these symptoms I get no answer. If I look up dark thoughts it gives the typical example of thinking about causing harm in an uncomfortable situation but these dark visions are echelons more depressing and destructive to my mind then that. Its truly over for mentalcels like me. I do not wish to rope but my mind keeps pushing it.

Yeah this is why I occupy myself with hobbies. Because my mind will dwell and go to fantastical realities or violent and depraved wants.

 

[Animecel2D]

i have zoned out some times i guess

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I know what you mean. I am often semiconscious at night having this stuff. Sometimes it carries on into the day. I wrote down a recent example last week.

https://incels.is/threads/i-had-a-vision-of-the-future-concerning-corona-and-our-species.194482/

A lot of mental illnesses in their more extreme forms can have psychotic side effects.

 

[Deleted member 22904]

Youre being brainwashed by the feds

 

[Animecel2D]

Youre being brainwashed by the feds

sounds fucked up man

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Nah not really

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Over for schizocels

 

[cryptic__egg]

Gotta be honest, no, I don't.