at this point im fucking 25 years old. my life is gone. never had a single gf or was even close to having one. im balding, ugly, brain fried from years of isolation. the only weapon i have is atleast making my families life harder cause they brought me into this world and gave me dogshit genetics. my life has been nothing but hell. ive played 2nd fiddle to my handsome chadlite brother who has had women walk up to him to ask him out. even my parents by habit call me his name then correct it to mine after casue in their heads hes more important. im like luigi to his mario. even in school to tteachers or school friends i was "X's brother" like i wasnt my own person. what do i have to lose at this point? i might as well make my families life hell. ill be a leech, ill disrespect them at every turn, i wont help with anything. i wont even say no to physical harm. like if my dad gets cocky i wont hesitate to beat his ass for him beating mine as a kid when he was a drunk retard. whats the worst to happen? i have nothing else to lose either way. if i get kicked out thatll be an excuse to kill myself. not like im living for something. they wont even do the decent thing by paying for any cosmetic surgery despite owing me it. they think i should somehow muster up 15k dollars worth of surgery for my hair and eyes just to be at the same starting level my brother has for free
even now they expect me just to wageslave like its my only purpose. i have been out of work for a few weeks and they make my life hell for it. they just want me to be useful for them and pay my fair share. i say fuck that. ima be a big pissbaby chudcel
even now they expect me just to wageslave like its my only purpose. i have been out of work for a few weeks and they make my life hell for it. they just want me to be useful for them and pay my fair share. i say fuck that. ima be a big pissbaby chudcel
