Does anyone else have this feeling when going outside or about to go outside

[Simulacrasimulation]

I can only go outside if I enter a kind of anger fueled mode, where I am raging all the time, swearing under the breathe at strangers who give you bad looks, looking straight through people and down on people, intimidating people with my size (gymaxxed), this is the only mode that works and where you can survive mentally without being completely defeated with everyone punching down.

The problem is if sleep deprived, feeling weak, both mentally and physically, you cant "get up" for the fight for the stance of aggression you need to have to simply exist outside, even at a job as well. This I believe adds to the mental health problems cels face, not only the instance of the negative interactions, but the fact that you have to psyche yourself up, prepare mentally to EVEN FUCKING GO OUTSIDE TO FACE THE PUBLIC. This is an added stress on top of the negative interactions, the necessary switch into aggressive mode itself is a stressor, so the cycle of stress become insurmountable and just completely flattens cels into LDAR. This is I believe the route cause of LDAR the INABILITY TO GET UP FOR THE FIGHT OF FACING NORMANS, and then getting both physically and mentally so weak they get stuck rotting and then its over.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Funny I just thought about this earlier today. I am either an agitated psychotic high adrenaline ogre or exhausted and shut down. Sometimes even dissociating.

Both states come with their own problems. Bith render you totally socially incapable.

Is this a form of ptsd or something? If you find a solution, tell me.

 

[blackpillednigga]

yeah I strongly relate to this. I have to be on alert mode all the time otherwise normies harass me

 

[Antifem Lord]

I have to be drunk in order to go out into the public

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

Funny I just thought about this earlier today. I am either an agitated psychotic high adrenaline ogre or exhausted and shut down. Sometimes even dissociating.

Both states come with their own problems. Bith render you totally socially incapable.

Is this a form of ptsd or something? If you find a solution, tell me.

I think it is a form of stress yes, but the herr derr post traumatic stress of normies, eg i jeeeeez lost my 7th girlfriend in a year bro im down bad post traumatic stress doesnt exist.

The problem is its not POST, NOTE THE POST traumatic stress, THERE IS NO POST EG AFTER THE EVENT, BECAUSE THE EVNT KEEPS ON OCCURING DAY IN DAY OUT THE NEGATIVE REACTIONS AND INTERACTIONS KEEP OCCURING.

So lets coin a new phrase WHICH ACTUALLY CAPTURES INCELS REALITY DAY TO DAY, ITS RTSTD- REOCCURING TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER, The traumatic stress, HAPPENS EVERY DAY THERE IS NO AFTER, BECAUSE IT HAPPENS AGAIN AND AGAIN, THE SAME HIGH LEVEL STRESS EVENT.

But once again "psychiatry" HASNT EVEN APPROACHED THE SUBJECT OF PEOPLE LIKE US GETTING MULTIPLE NEGATIVE TRAUMATIC EVENTS A WEEK, OR EVEN LOOKED INTO NAMING SUCH A "CONDITION".