StoicNihilist
"You'll do this again, time is a flat circle..."
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Do any of you guys ever get sad looking back at your childhood? Looking at how lively, vibrant, and energetic you once were and realize that this battle that we call life has turned you into a cold monster who no longer cares about anything. And that your younger self is now dead and gone, some would say that life turned me this way, I believe it is a combination of traumatic experiences, being ruthlessly hurt by people, and always being judged. Always being mocked and spit at by people. To be honest if I was to die right now i honestly wouldnt give a fuck. I am an ugly, brain damaged, pathetic loser with no hope for the future. I cant even get a girl to look in my direction, I cant hold down a job, I can't do anything worthwhile in life. I wish someone would just come up to me and shoot me in the fucking face already. I hate the world. I hate humanity.
I'm honestly getting tired of my existance and to realize any god that truly loved me, like they say god does would never put me through this shit.
This song perfectly resembles how I feel:
Metallica - The Unforgiven
"You labelled me, I'll label you. So I dub thee Unforgiven."
I'm honestly getting tired of my existance and to realize any god that truly loved me, like they say god does would never put me through this shit.
This song perfectly resembles how I feel:
Metallica - The Unforgiven
"You labelled me, I'll label you. So I dub thee Unforgiven."
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