
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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It's like I want to be superior in a field. A top-tier expert. That would be the most amazing feeling in the world to me. Just dedicating my life to a subject, being passionate about it, and then rising above and beyond and being an expert, a master in a field.
It happens sometimes when I watch a movie and I see a genius inventor or engineer or something. Even silly scifi stuff when genius inventors create something amazing, that also induces this feeling.
I want to have a passion for something, or least an interest, to find it so interesting that I could easily dedicate myself to it for hours and hours a day. Instead I've been rotting in my bed doing nothing for more than a decade. Because literally nothing interests me, no matter how much I try to find something.
It happens sometimes when I watch a movie and I see a genius inventor or engineer or something. Even silly scifi stuff when genius inventors create something amazing, that also induces this feeling.
I want to have a passion for something, or least an interest, to find it so interesting that I could easily dedicate myself to it for hours and hours a day. Instead I've been rotting in my bed doing nothing for more than a decade. Because literally nothing interests me, no matter how much I try to find something.
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