Does anybody else film themselves ?

[CuriousG]

After going outside, and being treated sub human by multiple foids.

I sometimes film myself or take photos to see what others see..
Damn it’s soo depressing, there is no escape from being a freak and I can kind of understand why I’m ignored.

Was wondering whether anybody else films themselves?

It doesn’t help my depression , but I can’t help it after being treated like shit.

If I could stop perhaps I could at least be a little ignorant of my ugliness which would help me cope

Fxxx It hurts

 

[FinnCel]

I exist just to make others uncomfortable.
It's my meaning of life.

You do the same

 

[ordinaryotaku]

I only film myself explaining blackpill rhetoric.

 

[RollD20]

I don't because I get depressed.
Sometimes I take a photo then delete it immediately because I see how bad I look compared to others.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Sometimes I film my face and surprisingly is better than when I take a picture, but when I try to film myself from distance it is much worse

 

[Dionysus]

ill film stuff before I rope but for now no plans for filming and have never done it before

 

[YungCell]

I have once to see how others view me... I was too crushed to do it again. I will on rare occasions take a picture with my back phone camera in average window lighting to see how awful I look everyday to everyone. It's just to humble myself and it works well in the sense that it immediately shuts down any thoughts I had to attempt to make light of my situation and confirms my eternal trueceldom.

 

[Angry_runt]

Opening the selfie camera by mistake can ruin my day. Camera is so much worse than the mirror.

But back in the first few years when I started gymceling, I was taking videos of my body posing and flexing. I thought that ascension was at hand for sure... then maybe when t-shirt weather comes... then maybe if I bought tighter t-shirts... then maybe if I got a tan... and so on.

 

[CuriousG]

Glad I’m not the only one

I think it’s my natural reaction to being a sub human

If I was treated like a normie I wouldn’t feel the need to do it.

I’m almost delusional, like I think if I film myself I’ll actually discover I’m not that bad, though I always ends up freaking myself out

Then thoughts of giving up on life,

Finished with a heavy fap session

 

[Smallondick]

I think mirrors deceive me a lot!

 

[Insomniac]

I hate cameras. My mom used to film me a lot when I was a kid and it made me sperg out.

 

[Smallondick]

I’m almost delusional, like I think if I film myself I’ll actually discover I’m not that bad, though I always ends up freaking myself out

390485589% Warning for bragging.

 

[ihaveno1]

i just record my thoughts on audio and play it back sometimes

 

[FlyFace]

I hate my voice and I hate my face.. they are first two hurdles to acquiring any relationship and I fail.. every single time.

Oh yeah I forgot to answer.. I hate hearing myself talk back through a video, my voice is indescribable in how bad it is.. I hate my face too, squint, muscle loss, dysmetty even something as simple as smiling makes me look like an abomination, my teeth bare like huge fangs.

 

[GetFucked]

Trip on psychedelics and you'll really see what you look like. Its worse than the frontcamera pill

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Like once. I’ve recorded my voice multiple times tho

 

[Michael15651]

I sometimes take pictures of myself and modify my face to see how much better I can look if I were ever to pursue certain surgeries. It still does minimal improvements.