Yeah, here's the problem with the concept of "courting" - foids spend their '20s "hooking up" with very attractive men. From this, they learn to associate the pump and dump with alpha status. Being ghosted is, to these women, just like the bell to Pavlov's dogs. The association is made deep in their subconscious.
As a result, when they hit 30 and decide to "settle down" and they start spewing the "female dating strategy" bullshit about demanding a man treat her a certain way - it's too late, they're already broken. Any simp who deigns to "court" her will immediately turn her off
precisely because he bothered to "court" her.
He subconscious is saying, "this isn't alpha behavior, so he must not be an alpha"
In all seriousness, I would love to find a video game where I could make some friends. I don't want to hop on the public servers for any typical game, and play with autists normies who just want to speedrun everything. This would have to be a slower-paced game, likely with text chat.
I go through phases where I'm not interested in anything. We all do. But if you keep looking, you can often find something that will capture your attention, even if only for a little while. I just started reading all the deep LotR lore - that'll keep me busy for a while.
lol just trying to keep my job at this point.
I worked out today. I feel better toward the end of the day when start off exercising, so I think that's important.
Or have you lost all hope?
I try to find some happiness in the life that I have. That's all anyone can do. "Beyond this place of wrath and tears lies but the horror of the shade" - that's life. It sucks, then you die.
I will say this though: I am truly thankful to life in an age where there are so many things available to entertain me. Vidya is the main thing. We are all really luckly to have this. We should enjoy it.