VirginAutistManlet
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Even though you don’t like it, you end up around those kind of people (online or real life)
Basically have you ever had a positive social group online or offline that you’ve become part of? Or has it always been the negative shit talking demeaning and 1uping and sadistic type people?
For some reason any social group I’ve tried to enter (online for the most part in recently decades) I’ve always ended up the punching bag of the circle, back when i was younger I ended up in this situation aswell l, I never had friends, I just had some how entered a social circle and I would be shit on constantly, this ofcourse led to me having 0 self esteem, which I am sure contributed as a factor to being incel.
When I observe actual heathy social circles they seem so unreal and fake to me, but apparently they aren’t being fake, apparently people are actually good to each and form friend groups here they actually build each other up. With my own e-groups or social groups from a child I remember every time someone would be positive to me, it was always a trick/troll and they’d turn it around and shit on me, I think that’s why now I just can’t accept any positive comments, my brain just assumes I’m being trolled or tricked, I only feel anything with negativity and being shit on, it’s the only thing that feels legitimate
Basically have you ever had a positive social group online or offline that you’ve become part of? Or has it always been the negative shit talking demeaning and 1uping and sadistic type people?
For some reason any social group I’ve tried to enter (online for the most part in recently decades) I’ve always ended up the punching bag of the circle, back when i was younger I ended up in this situation aswell l, I never had friends, I just had some how entered a social circle and I would be shit on constantly, this ofcourse led to me having 0 self esteem, which I am sure contributed as a factor to being incel.
When I observe actual heathy social circles they seem so unreal and fake to me, but apparently they aren’t being fake, apparently people are actually good to each and form friend groups here they actually build each other up. With my own e-groups or social groups from a child I remember every time someone would be positive to me, it was always a trick/troll and they’d turn it around and shit on me, I think that’s why now I just can’t accept any positive comments, my brain just assumes I’m being trolled or tricked, I only feel anything with negativity and being shit on, it’s the only thing that feels legitimate