Your childhood Determine your future

[saito.]

My inceldom did not start today, I still remember while the other children played outside, practiced activities such as basketball football, they created links, connections while developing their social skills during this time my parents let me inside cut off from the world and I grew up to become an autistic without social skills, things could have been so much better for me. I am convinced that many khhv are because of their bad growing up environment.

Today at 19, in addition to being ugly I just can't talk to people and now in addition to having to see people my age as a couple and enjoy life, I must suffer from seeing people my age be in a large group of friends and have people to count on.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Tbh in elementary school I spent all my time playing ps2 and this was the best era of my life

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

My inceldom did not start today, I still remember while the other children played outside, practiced activities such as basketball football, they created links, connections while developing their social skills during this time my parents let me inside cut off from the world and I grew up to become an autistic without social skills, things could have been so much better for me. I am convinced that many khhv are because of their bad growing up environment.

Today at 19, in addition to being ugly I just can't talk to people and now in addition to having to see people my age as a couple and enjoy life, I must suffer from seeing people my age be in a large group of friends and have people to count on.

Autism is caused because of genetics, not because of socio economics. You can have a great childhood and still be doomed to life of inceldom

 

[Renegade#1]

i was born and my life was ovER

 

[saito.]

i was born and my life was ovER

 

[tranny destroyer]

Tbh in elementary school I spent all my time playing ps2 and this was the best era of my life

i remember playing Fortnite for hours the moment i got to go home,

 

[LeFrenchCel]

i remember playing Fortnite for hours the moment i got to go home,

Video games were here for us when no one else was

 

[Fraud.]

Now i just got to LDAR and cope

Nothing more

 

[TooSomething]

Autism is caused because of genetics, not because of socio economics. You can have a great childhood and still be doomed to life of inceldom

I thought it was caused by vaccines.

 

[TooSomething]

Tbh in elementary school I spent all my time playing ps2 and this was the best era of my life

You're young then, yes?

 

[TooSomething]

Video games were here for us when no one else was

Same here. Became an outcast on my second day at school and it stayed like that until the very last day.

My father especially neglected me and the older I've gotten the less friends I've had.

Video games were always there for me, my only refuge, and of course porn.

Man, it was a cycle of doom. Jacking off and playing video games and barely spending time outside with friends or at least my cousins. But that was because my cousins were so hopelessly addicted to video games themselves that they did not even want to go outside.

Even I was not as addicted.

The best families I have seen in video games. jfl
The best friendships too.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I just can't talk to people

stop lying grey

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You're young then, yes?

25

Same here. Became an outcast on my second day at school and it stayed like that until the very last day.

My father especially neglected me and the older I've gotten the less friends I've had.

Video games were always there for me, my only refuge, and of course porn.

Man, it was a cycle of doom. Jacking off and playing video games and barely spending time outside with friends or at least my cousins. But that was because my cousins were so hopelessly addicted to video games themselves that they did not even want to go outside.

Even I was not as addicted.

The best families I have seen in video games. jfl
The best friendships too.

The best interactions we had were the ones that were not real. And the best interactions we saw were the ones we were not invited in.

 

[TooSomething]

25


The best interactions we had were the ones that were not real. And the best interactions we saw were the ones we were not invited in.

I see. A youngcel. Man, I remember being 25. I was still young and full of energy back then. Good times despite all the shit

I remember chatting up a foid online. Now while it did not work out because my face reveal ruined everything, I still wonder whether it was even a foid. Might have been some LARPer troll.

She never wanted to do a video call, which was odd, jfl.
Yeah, I am kinda low inhib when it comes to that.
But eventually I've realize that I am just that unattractive / ugly and so I have stopped trying to chat up foids online.

I also remember having quite a few friends online, on Steam. My best friend there may have died recently. I know he was seriousely sick and in the hospital a lot in the past few months.

So I am trying to get a job again to fund my flight there. I kive in Germany and he in the USA.
Since we have shared our addresses, we are very close.

If he is indeed dead, I want to visit his gravesite at least this one time.

He was / is a legit friend to me, albeit online.

 

[The Wolf]

Autism is caused because of genetics, not because of socio economics. You can have a great childhood and still be doomed to life of inceldom

 

[The Wolf]

It can be but it's not a necessity. Until about age 10, I had a good childhood before my looks started to change.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I see. A youngcel. Man, I remember being 25. I was still young and full of energy back then. Good times despite all the shit

I remember chatting up a foid online. Now while it did not work out because my face reveal ruined everything, I still wonder whether it was even a foid. Might have been some LARPer troll.

She never wanted to do a video call, which was odd, jfl.
Yeah, I am kinda low inhib when it comes to that.
But eventually I've realize that I am just that unattractive / ugly and so I have stopped trying to chat up foids online.

I also remember having quite a few friends online, on Steam. My best friend there may have died recently. I know he was seriousely sick and in the hospital a lot in the past few months.

So I am trying to get a job again to fund my flight there. I kive in Germany and he in the USA.
Since we have shared our addresses, we are very close.

If he is indeed dead, I want to visit his gravesite at least this one time.

He was / is a legit friend to me, albeit online.

Maybe he even was an incel too

I hope he's well tbh

 

[Thaway]

Your genetics determine your future.

 

[VλREN]

I was always an outcast

 

[TooSomething]

Maybe he even was an incel too

I hope he's well tbh

Nah, he was is married and has a daughter.

When we first met he was married but had no children.

The one day he disappeared and came back a couple of years later to tell me that he has a daughter and little time for his hobbies and even friends.

I am understanding of this. Mind you he is quite a bit shorter than me but looks overall better.
I saw his wife. They are pretty looksmatched. Both on the chubbier side, but not fat.

I don't wish anything bad upon him. I was and am happy for him.
Also, he knows that I am an incel. We talked openly about everything.
He's a smart guy.

 

[saito.]

stop lying grey

Stop being retarded , i say i cant talk to people irl because i have à severe stuttering probleme but ofc i can talk to people on social media by just texting

 

[Mrzimljude]

I was always an outcast

 

[nouc]

Stop being retarded , i say i cant talk to people irl because i have à severe stuttering probleme but ofc i can talk to people on social media by just texting

meet a girl soon?

 

[nouc]

I was always an outcast

Autism-induced btw

 

[saito.]

Same here. Became an outcast on my second day at school and it stayed like that until the very last day.

My father especially neglected me and the older I've gotten the less friends I've had.

Video games were always there for me, my only refuge, and of course porn.

Man, it was a cycle of doom. Jacking off and playing video games and barely spending time outside with friends or at least my cousins. But that was because my cousins were so hopelessly addicted to video games themselves that they did not even want to go outside.

Even I was not as addicted.

The best families I have seen in video games. jfl
The best friendships too.

I had the exact same childhood and most incel khhv here are similar experience , Idk if im trippin but im sure that the fact of being especially khhv involve something with the way you grew up, because unless you have the face of a failed scientific experiment and you are severely disabled or deformed there is absolutely no chance that you have never had a romantic experience with the opposite gender.

Unless you are nd and be nd often have a lot to do with our childhood and Genetic OFC

 

[Entersocialdemocrat]

It's all about parental love methinks.

 

[saito.]

Autism-induced btw

Atp i dont Even know if i have a genetic « autism » or if My personnality rn is just the result of all My bad experience in childhood.

 

[nouc]

Atp i dont Even know if i have a genetic « autism » or if My personnality rn is just the result of all My bad experience in childhood.

Autism starts from birth, most likely to get it are people born from a woman over 35+

And yes, my foid mother choose to have a child while over that fucking age

 

[TooSomething]

I had the exact same childhood and most incel khhv here are similar experience , Idk if im trippin but im sure that the fact of being especially khhv involve something with the way you grew up, because unless you have the face of a failed scientific experiment and you are severely disabled or deformed there is absolutely no chance that you have never had a romantic experience with the opposite gender.

Unless you are nd and be nd often have a lot to do with our childhood and Genetic OFC

My face isn't THAT horrible, but it is very asymmetric. I look even worse on photo, which makes meeting foids online more difficult or rather more inpossible.

While my official diagnosis is just autistic traits, I think that I am more autistic that this goid doctor found out.
I know that I am different but I cannot help it. It's just the way I am.

When talking to people I am always very reserved, formal and careful.

I have the tendency to overthink things or maybe I just think more than the average normie, which scares people of, especially foids.

Very obsessed about details. While I can stop myself, it bothers me when I have to.That did partially cause my burnout because it makes me overwork myself also.

My father has the same issues. There is more, but I am too tired to write it all down. xD

 

[nouc]

My face isn't THAT horrible, but it is very asymmetric. I look even worse on photo, which makes meeting foids online more difficult or rather more inpossible.

While my official diagnosis is just autistic traits, I think that I am more autistic that this goid doctor found out.
I know that I am different but I cannot help it. It's just the way I am.

When talking to people I am always very reserved, formal and careful.

I have the tendency to overthink things or maybe I just think more than the average normie, which scares people of, especially foids.

Very obsessed about details. While I can stop myself, it bothers me when I have to.That did partially cause my burnout because it makes me overwork myself also.

My father has the same issues. There is more, but I am too tired to write it all down. xD

foids sense negative energy from peasants, not from chads tho

 

[TooSomething]

foids sense negative energy from peasants, not from chads tho

Kek, that they do, but I can't be blamed for hating foids for all the years of rejection.

 

[nouc]

Kek, that they do, but I can't be blamed for hating foids for all the years of rejection.

We don't interact with hostile aliens (foids), avoid them.

 

[TooSomething]

We don't interact with hostile aliens (foids), avoid them.

Not really possible if you have to wageslave.

 

[nouc]

Not really possible if you have to wageslave.

I hate them

 

[Luganki]

I was homeschooled from 3rd grade all the way to 8th grade so I had pretty much 0 interaction with kids my age during this time, though since I'm not a social person and struggle greatly when talking to others I did not mind this at all. From 8th grade through all of HS i pretty much just played video games and partook in some autistic hobbies of mine when not in school, all by myself of course. And OP is wrong, you don't develop autism over time, it's just something you are born with.

 

[Saiyangenetics]

I actually did have a good childhood until teenage when the hormones started blooming. By then, everyone in my class slept with eachother while no girl wanted to touch me with a pole. Understanding that you are ugly and worthless at such a young age is soul-crushing. You are left alone. Noone wants to sit next to you and people move their tables away from you when you sit too close.

Missing out on teenage love, status and friendship did also destroy the social skills I needed for adult life.

And to make life even worse, I got bald age 18.