NirvanaFan1988
Brown is the color of defeat
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I feel like besides being depressed at all times I feel more and more stupid, less able to remember things, having difficulties with reading and forgetfulness with words (also not having someone else to talk to has affected my diction).
And it is not the internet addiction that has affected me since I feel like I am not spending as much time online due to sadness.
As for hobbies, I do not have any special kind of hobby, I just read the newspaper but I still find myself being a brainlet loser incapable of finding my own worth or purpose.(I am not good in conversations since I forget everything that I read)
And yes, I do take medication and I am also attending to the doctor, it's just that nothing makes me feel comfortable anymore, I just want to fucking die
And it is not the internet addiction that has affected me since I feel like I am not spending as much time online due to sadness.
As for hobbies, I do not have any special kind of hobby, I just read the newspaper but I still find myself being a brainlet loser incapable of finding my own worth or purpose.(I am not good in conversations since I forget everything that I read)
And yes, I do take medication and I am also attending to the doctor, it's just that nothing makes me feel comfortable anymore, I just want to fucking die