wereq
Cursed and Defeated by Fate
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- Sep 11, 2022
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I feel this way. I'm in my mid 30s but feel more than twice my age. With everything in this world out of reach for me, I feel like I've skipped my prime years and arrived at an old age. I feel very old. After binging on an endless quantity of blackpills for years, I've seen everything that this world is about. I have no more positive hopeful illusions about the world and as a result feel very old and mentally degraded. I have no faith that things will work out and therefore I don't see value in striving for improvement and change.





