Like actually?
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If surgerymaxxing and gymmaxxing fail me, I’m going to legit rope tbh
Are you gonna get face surgery
No tbh
im thinking about roping in the upcoming week ngl
never been so far down in depression before
never been so far down in depression before
Remember bro, you can still achieve a lot of things, non sexual stuff.
I am basically committing slow suicide with drug abuse at this point. I mean legit round the clock extreme GBL addiction not some fucking idiot stoner DUDE WEED LMAO type shit.
There is legit no point in adult wageslavery life. Worst thing is that my parents are somewhat wealthy, easily could afford to pay a basic fucking minimum wage existence for me, but no, of course I have to be a fucking miserable wageslave.
Legit hate the jew run west with a fucking burning passion. Wrong side won WW2 for sure.
There is legit no point in adult wageslavery life. Worst thing is that my parents are somewhat wealthy, easily could afford to pay a basic fucking minimum wage existence for me, but no, of course I have to be a fucking miserable wageslave.
Legit hate the jew run west with a fucking burning passion. Wrong side won WW2 for sure.
I don't consider it, I plan on it. I'm going to kill myself when my parents die, as after that I'll have no real reason to continue living aside from fear. But the thing is, I'm far more afraid of people and averse to doing everything required in modern society than I am opposed to death. Spending the majority of my waking hours doing shit which stresses me out isn't worth it. Being forced participate in a society that I absolutely loathe isn't worth it when I have nothing to look forward to, barely enjoy anything, and have no real reason to do any of this.
Btw you should consider this comment to be cope, most people who say something similar don't actually go through with it.
Btw you should consider this comment to be cope, most people who say something similar don't actually go through with it.
thats just a cope man
ive also been telling that to myself , but its not just about sex
its about being bullied , beaten , ridiculed all your life
about failing at everything you do and becoming the trash of society
no friends , no talents , no career , a destroyed brain and debt
i will probably lie on the traintracks and be too pussy to do it anyway , so its just cope
i was too pussy to jump from the skyscraper a couple years agowhen i stood there and waited for my courage ...
so ill probably also be too pussy now
Don´t kys beofre u tried gymaxxxing and escort maxxxing, dont kys at all actually
Planning on it after my stepfather dies.
im jewish b
Im jewish but whatever
If things do not change and my parents die I will be forced to.
Yeah, I just need to lose in comfort / being fired and unable to make money / having consecutive depressions.
Also planning on if my parents die (my only money-parachute) which is unlikely.
I also have a bit of heroin in my closet. I don't have a seringe, but if I really need to, I'll just sniff the hell outta it and go ODcel
Also planning on if my parents die (my only money-parachute) which is unlikely.
I also have a bit of heroin in my closet. I don't have a seringe, but if I really need to, I'll just sniff the hell outta it and go ODcel
sure do, unless a miracle happns I don’t see myself ever living till 30
Not yet.
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Suicide? Pfft no. I've so much to learn and knowledgemaxx. I wish I live well past 100 with a full functioning brain.
They don´t care they just want your money
Already tried it. bought pills, was too afraid to overdose on them.
Im a pussy
Im a pussy
So what getting rejected, their job is to fuck men for money, u will always have the overhand
Used to, but set my mind to thinking it's cucked. It's tempting af, tho, ngl.
You don´t, you can easily learn something new and progress to better thank most people in that category.
I've never considered suicide.
I was addicted to GBL. It's horrible. No sleep longer than 2 hours and constantly on the brink of withdrawal. And the withdrawal ends in the ER hallucinating with a pulse of 200.
I was addicted to GBL. It's horrible. No sleep longer than 2 hours and constantly on the brink of withdrawal. And the withdrawal ends in the ER hallucinating with a pulse of 200.
Yeah it's awful, probably going to have to go to rehab soon.
How much were you on a day?
Not anymore
20ml a day.
Fuck, I'm on 60ml and combine it with benzos lmao it's so fucking over.
My parents are the dumbest retarded fucking idiots on the planet, they literally KNOW that shit and are basically giving me an ultimatum to force me to go to rehab. The thing that infurtiates me is GBL and benzos are so fucking cheap that if drugs were legal to make, and if business owners weren't SUCH fucking greedy jews it'd take like a year to buy a lifetime's supply of them, if that.
Still the high is wonderful. You're the first .co user I've come across whose used GBL, never thought i'd see one who was also addicted to this fucking crazy shit.
How did you get hooked? How long for?
Oh fuck 60ml is extreme. This will probably result in a delirium and possibly in life-threatening seizures during withdrawal.
And combining it with benzos is the worst thing you could be doing. You need the benzos for the withdrawal. I don't know where you live but if your country has good detox clinics find one where they know about GBL and the brutal withdrawal. They should be willing to give you anticonvulsants and massive amount of benzos.
Have you detoxed before? How long have you been taking these amounts?
I got hooked because it was a cheap drug I could order online and without knowing a drug dealer. It was on and off for half a year and then I managed to stay away from it because I got a tinnitus which really frightened me. Now I'm on Kratom which is much healthier.
Yes but not now. In 2 months yes.
Yeah I'm legit crazily hooked. I have a gallon of it and will probably be ordering more. And I was on valium/xanax first. I wish I could just fucking use force but i know that shit would just land me in prison. UK has a well known GBL clinic but I can't believe anyone could overcome this shit. I've actually used kratom and speed with it lmao. Never detoxed. If real wages weren't so fucking damn low I'd just get a job shelf stacking and save up as much as possible, but in this clown world most full time work gets you nothing
Yeah I'm legit crazily hooked. I have a gallon of it and will probably be ordering more. And I was on valium/xanax first. I wish I could just fucking use force but i know that shit would just land me in prison. UK has a well known GBL clinic but I can't believe anyone could overcome this shit. I've actually used kratom and speed with it lmao. Never detoxed. If real wages weren't so fucking damn low I'd just get a job shelf stacking and save up as much as possible, but in this clown world most full time work gets you nothing
This really sounds like suicide if you continue like this.
I don't know how you're still working lol. The government considered me unempolyable and put me on neetbux the moment they heard about my addiction.
I used to contemplate suicide everyday from 2017-2018, though now my mind has grown numb to the idea. Though I still consider it as an option if my life plans fail, which they likely will.
If i would be without familly then yes.
I am getting slow af in the head so it takes ages to do any type of work. Fortunately it's a retarded company and most of my work is unnecessary so I'm getting away with it, but yeah I won't be able to for much longer.This really sounds like suicide if you continue like this.
I don't know how you're still working lol. The government considered me unempolyable and put me on neetbux the moment they heard about my addiction.
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I fantasize about doing it, doesn't mean I'm gonna actually do it
I remember drinking GBL during work was especially difficult.
I had a big bottle mixed with juice and 8ml GBL and drinking the withdrawal away always at risk drinking too much and falling asleep.
At home I used a syringe of course for a precise dosis.
Oh, fucking definitely. I decided I will do it once my mother dies.
Gone past it to even care.
just waiting for my cats and parents to die first
i'm going to die anyway, what better than to choose when to die and in advance.
Love your Avi im the biggest tallica fan bro lol
Definitely. Why wouldn't I?
I'm coping with gym and just living day to day atm, but as soon as I get diagnosed with an unpleasant disease that will prevent me from lifting or turn me into a vegetable, I'll rope the day I get my diagnosis. I gave up on dating, I have nothing to live for but the process of looksmaxxing is kinda fun to me so I'm sticking around for a few more days.
I'm coping with gym and just living day to day atm, but as soon as I get diagnosed with an unpleasant disease that will prevent me from lifting or turn me into a vegetable, I'll rope the day I get my diagnosis. I gave up on dating, I have nothing to live for but the process of looksmaxxing is kinda fun to me so I'm sticking around for a few more days.
I plan on performing Sallekhana in a year or two if I cannot find a miracle way to surgerymaxx. Nobody deserves to live with a face like this past 30, truecel truicide is liberation from a face that I do not identify with and cannot bear living with much longer, truecel truicide is liberation from a society that treats me like subhuman scum and mocks me for the unfortunate circumstances I have no control over while acting like it's my fault. When I have finally withered away and my Ka has left my primate suit, I will become a spirit who guides truecels to surgery, suicide, or bettER options from beyond the veil.
Waiting to sea max then I end it
I don't nowadays thank God.
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