Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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I don’t know why I keep humiliating myself. I didn’t attend university cause I was incapable of that effort after living a miserable teen life, and I started wageslaving into a dead end without future.
People from my hs aren’t doing this anymore, they are studying all over Europe and traveling and doing internships at important firms, they are at the peak of their life, the age they will look back to when remembering good times, the story of their life.
Im just a depraved failure living with my parents with a huge ass hunchback doing a retard spongebob squiddy job and never had shit, I feel the same as when I was 15 cause I am the exact same, I do the exact same things, my brain just decayed more.
Doesn’t matter what type of dark Machiavellian plan I develop to escape misery, this is it, Im gonna be 25, this was life to me, and I coped it all the way with music, solitude, staying in my room, failing studies, going to a dumb job, being alone.
People from my hs aren’t doing this anymore, they are studying all over Europe and traveling and doing internships at important firms, they are at the peak of their life, the age they will look back to when remembering good times, the story of their life.
Im just a depraved failure living with my parents with a huge ass hunchback doing a retard spongebob squiddy job and never had shit, I feel the same as when I was 15 cause I am the exact same, I do the exact same things, my brain just decayed more.
Doesn’t matter what type of dark Machiavellian plan I develop to escape misery, this is it, Im gonna be 25, this was life to me, and I coped it all the way with music, solitude, staying in my room, failing studies, going to a dumb job, being alone.





