Do I rope

[Caichan]

I’m hideously ugly it makes me hate my self so much all I want to do is jump off a cliff. I’m still young so I don’t know if things will get better but I don’t want to continue if I still have to look like some inbred freak for the rest of my life. My parents are rich because my mum won the lottery and a live in a nice area so I don’t know why I can’t feel anything except hatred for myself. No one cares about me and I will never be a love interest to anyone despite how many girls say how nice I am. I go to a good school though and could go to uni if i decided to live but even then I have no motivation for anything. Overall what should I do? any advice?

nah try and find a good cope to give you a reason