
Caesercel
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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I have many lists of random shit memorized inside my head and I keep on repeating that stuff as if I am telling it to someone. Especially when I am bored or engaged in any uninteresting chore.
Sometimes when I do it I find myself walking around in tight little circles in my room. I've been doing this walking around thing since early childhood, happens when I'm in deep thought.
I also find myself pretending to explain stuff(about science or politics) I care about to people I know. All in my imagination.
I also can't sit still or even stand still when I'm engaged in telephonic conversation, especially if its mentally engaging. I walk around in those tight circles at a brisk pace. Sometimes I walk for hours while talking on phone. (but I guess walking while on phone is somewhat common.)
I know I have depression, PTSD but with these symptoms I suspect ADHD, OCD, autism or some shit like this.
Sometimes when I do it I find myself walking around in tight little circles in my room. I've been doing this walking around thing since early childhood, happens when I'm in deep thought.
I also find myself pretending to explain stuff(about science or politics) I care about to people I know. All in my imagination.
I also can't sit still or even stand still when I'm engaged in telephonic conversation, especially if its mentally engaging. I walk around in those tight circles at a brisk pace. Sometimes I walk for hours while talking on phone. (but I guess walking while on phone is somewhat common.)
I know I have depression, PTSD but with these symptoms I suspect ADHD, OCD, autism or some shit like this.