Do any oldcels have experience living with a mental disability?

[Deleted member 41516]

I think my fate is living in a group home or on disability. Do any of you oldcels have experience with this?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I am on SSI...I was diagnosed with several illnesses as an adolescent. I am below thirty yet willing to share.

-PTSD

-NVLD (Non-Verbal Learning Disorder)

-PDD-NOS

-ASD

 

[HighTGymcel]

I am not an oldcel but I feel like I will rope before I get too old

 

[Deleted member 41516]

I am on SSI...I was diagnosed with several illnesses as an adolescent. I am below thirty yet willing to share.

-PTSD

-NVLD (Non-Verbal Learning Disorder)

-PDD-NOS

-ASD

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Can I ask you more questions? Your case is interesting to me

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Can I ask you more questions? Your case is interesting to me

Yes.

 

[Deleted member 41516]

Yes.

Have you ever been bullied for your autism? I have been bullied bad for mine

 

[Deleted member 41516]

I am not an oldcel but I feel like I will rope before I get too old

What’s your age

 

[HighTGymcel]

What’s your age

early 20s

 

[Deleted member 41516]

early 20s

I am 18. Have you been bullied before?

 

[HighTGymcel]

I am 18. Have you been bullied before?

Yeah in hs but It stopped after some while

 

[Deleted member 41516]

Yeah in hs but It stopped after some while

What kind of bullying was it

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Have you ever been bullied for your autism? I have been bullied bad for mine

Yes.

Okay. I'll start:

Story One:

I've suffered from Major Depressive Disorder(MDD) and Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD) since I was nine or ten. This led to me entering a group therapy program when I was fourteen, where I met a young girl named Shannon.

Shannon was anxious and had social anxiety/depression. However, Shannon was treated fairly well in the program. I, however, I was denigrated by both psychologists and youth. A certain "redhead" psychologist would frequently criticize me because I struggled to make eye contact or speak to other youth. I had to use stress balls to control my anxiety, which made me a source of amusement for the other youth in the group. They whispered and laughed at me, but treated Shannon like a queen.

To shorten the story, I'll say this: We were placed into separate therapy groups due to "unintended problems"(Negatively "influencing" a female of higher status). Years later, she did some "lovely things" to me after volunteering in the psychiatric hospital.

That situation has always bothered me. Anyway, moving on...

Story: Two:

I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.

Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.

Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).

It is painful to have ASD, MDD, GAD, PTSD(It was already present from childhood trauma), and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria/RSD. I would've likely roped if not for my obsessive fantasizing from ASD.

My half-relatives bullied me and hit me many times.

I'll write the Elementary arc later.

 

[IchWillSterben]

Mogger tier avi and name

 

[Deleted member 41516]

Yes.





I'll write the Elementary arc later.

Have you ever been physically beaten? I have

 

[Deleted member 41516]

Mogger tier avi and name

Lifefuel

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Have you ever been physically beaten? I have

Yes. I've been shoved, kicked, pushed to the ground many times.

 

[Deleted member 41516]

Yes. I've been shoved, kicked, pushed to the ground many times.

Have you been mocked for your inceldom before? I have for mine

 

[Poorbaldshortcel]

No, but there is new lifefuel theory: https://incels.is/threads/where-are-the-oldcels-most-of-them-figured-out-to-ascend.387757/

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Have you been mocked for your inceldom before? I have for mine

Yes...many times.