SuicideFuel Did your unhappy teenage/high school years cause you to develop Peter Pan syndrome?

[Diomedes_1112]

I have brain damage caused by childhood vaccines and other factors, so I have no ability to regulate my emotions. This is diabolical. All of my love w I’ve never been able to manage this, and thus I never really enjoyed my youth as I should’ve.

Now I’m in my mid-twenties, and I’m still battling with this brain problem. I don’t know what I can do, and I really feel like I just want to enjoy life and experience pleasure—like not wanting to grow up and accept the life and mindset of an older person.

Does anyone relate to this?

 

[Fat Link]

Pretty much.

Every true incel is like MJ in this regard ie a Peter Pan archetype of the little boy that never (was allowed) to grow up.

We’re all basically trapped at the precise age we realized or accepted it was ovER for us.

For me it was 17 but I knew at 15.

17 is when I gave up and stopped really trying.

Though I still ended up victimized by various Cluster B e-girls because I stupidly believed I was actually being given a real chance finally instead of what actually was happening ie the “vampires” just needed to feed on my psychic energy basically.

 

[boneless goblin]

yup

 

[VλREN]

Yeah

 

[Diomedes_1112]

Yeah

So do you also feel like a phobia of getting older?

 

[VλREN]

So do you also feel like a phobia of getting older?

All the time

 

[Diomedes_1112]

We’re all basically trapped at the precise age we realized or accepted it was ovER for us.

Yeah very true. At 14-15, I became more and more afflicted by not having any friends, no gf, no fun in life, etc.

That’s the age that ideally my mind wishes to live in.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

All the time

What age do you feel like living as?

 

[Diomedes_1112]

For me it was 17 but I knew at 15.

17 is when I gave up and stopped really trying.

Do you ever have thoughts of wanting to live as the age, maybe forever?

 

[VλREN]

L

What age do you feel like living as?

Like what age do I feel like?

Still feel like am 15 or 16

 

[Diomedes_1112]

L

Like what age do I feel like?

Still feel like am 15 or 16

Yeah same

 

[Fat Link]

Do you ever have thoughts of wanting to live as the age, maybe forever?

That’s basically what I’ve been doing all this time brother.

I think my intelligence peaked as in got as good as it was ever going to get at around 15-17 too.

Though sure along the way I’ve picked up more knowledge as an old Gen Xer now but knowing stuff ie memorization is different I think than a person’s intelligence level ie how smart they are etc.

So I’d say I’m of average intelligence at worst slightly above average at best.

Though even if I were some super genius women don’t give a fuck about that stuff unless you can apply it to becoming a status maxxed beta buxxer somehow.

 

[weaselbomber]

My hobbies, my tastes, my humour, all of it feels so childish. I can’t say I feel like an adult at all. I hate myself for that

 

[theanty]

Though sure along the way I’ve picked up more knowledge as an old Gen Xer now but knowing stuff ie memorization is different I think than a person’s intelligence level ie how smart they are etc.

Crystallized intelligence is the term

 

[The Judge]

Pretty much.

Every true incel is like MJ in this regard ie a Peter Pan archetype of the little boy that never (was allowed) to grow up.

We’re all basically trapped at the precise age we realized or accepted it was ovER for us.

For me it was 17 but I knew at 15.

17 is when I gave up and stopped really trying.

Though I still ended up victimized by various Cluster B e-girls because I stupidly believed I was actually being given a real chance finally instead of what actually was happening ie the “vampires” just needed to feed on my psychic energy basically.

This has been my exact experience as well.

In a way, it is akin to skipping a level in a video game via a glitch, causing the entire thing to break. While I am technically an adult, my mind does not register me as one as I've never reached that crucial "first relationship" milestone. I literally cannot develop any further mentally until that feeling of "I really shouldn't be at this stage" goes away. (It never will)

Just like you, I used to engage in this sort of cucked behavior during my teenage years, something that eventually culminated in me trying to take my own life after being victimized by two different cluster-B whores online. I am 26 now, and after having spent almost a decade in the incel community, I can safely say that my hatred for foids knows no bounds.

 

[SilverBullet]

Yes. Naturally all my development would stagnate from lack of romantic/social experiences. I havent aged mentally since middle school

 

[virtualwordisbetter]

I have brain damage caused by childhood vaccines and other factors, so I have no ability to regulate my emotions. This is diabolical. All of my love w I’ve never been able to manage this, and thus I never really enjoyed my youth as I should’ve.

Now I’m in my mid-twenties, and I’m still battling with this brain problem. I don’t know what I can do, and I really feel like I just want to enjoy life and experience pleasure—like not wanting to grow up and accept the life and mindset of an older person.

Does anyone relate to this?

Absolutely. My high school years were filled with anger and social isolation, that was the time where I felt like I was falling behind in the world. Not by any academic/financial measures, but only socially, which makes it harder for people to see and understand. Now I am in my final year of university, only the pain of high school has multiplied through university

I dream of the young love and random fun and energy that I missed out on. I stare at the couples and groups of friends laughing on campus in awe, only thing that has changed is upping my anti depressants

 

[superpsycho]

wouldnt know because i am 18, but i can only imagine there is no coming back from the social ostracization that i dealt with in my teen years whatsoever.

 

[Rapistcel]

I have brain damage caused by childhood vaccines and other factors, so I have no ability to regulate my emotions. This is diabolical. All of my love w I’ve never been able to manage this, and thus I never really enjoyed my youth as I should’ve.

Now I’m in my mid-twenties, and I’m still battling with this brain problem. I don’t know what I can do, and I really feel like I just want to enjoy life and experience pleasure—like not wanting to grow up and accept the life and mindset of an older person.

Does anyone relate to this?

I agree, I feel stuck

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

My hobbies, my tastes, my humour, all of it feels so childish. I can’t say I feel like an adult at all. I hate myself for that

 

[Allah (Real)]

no, peter-pan syndrome is fake.

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

I feel as I’m just not really mentally aging, I still do stupid shit and laugh at stuff that a 10 year old would laugh at.

 

[TooSomething]

Happy?!
Nigga check out where you're at.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

I feel as I’m just not really mentally aging, I still do stupid shit and laugh at stuff that a 10 year old would laugh at.

Yeah me too.
I just never divulge those thoughts to anyone.

 

[fedded]

17 is when I gave up and stopped really trying

 

[glizzymcguire]

I'm 18 but I feel like I'm 14. How do I stop this? I feel retarded compared to my peers but smarter and superior to normies at the same time.

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

Yep, I feel less than half my age due to my lack of experiences and the ways I'm treated but without any motivation, energy or anything to look forward to. Just bitterness and anger due to a lifetime of rejection and exclusion.