Yeah Kiwifarms has a thread about us too.
God only knows what other places watch us. This very fucking thread is watched by 64 (!) bluepillers.
But this only proves that we speak the truth or people wouldn't be so attracted to what we have to say.
I don't know what people have against us, we are just lonely people and they try to ostracize us to oblivion. We just want to talk to people that will at least understand what we go through instead of people that will bully us and feed us lies like "there is somebody out there for you" it's gonna be alright and shit like that.
No it's not gonna be alright. I'll forever be undesirable and fucking turbo turbo barely functional autistic. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I only want to talk to people that will understand my pain instead of people that live hedonistic lives that couldn't be more different than me, how would they understand what I go through? How would they understand how woman will reject you for being autistic and knowing it just from looking at your face?
How would anyone else different from us understand that we suffer from things out of our control?
How would anyone else that is happy, fulfilled, has lived and actual life understand someone that didn't get to enjoy anything out of life, missed the best years they could have, love, companionship and such? They never will, and so they want to ostracize us, hunt us down, kill us, shut us down. I'm just trying to find people that would understand how I feel and this is why this forum is such a bless.
I just want to be around people that understand my pain instead of being around people that will never understand it, will deny it and downplay it like in the past just leading me down further into a spiral of depression and loneliness.
This fucking sucks and is unfair. I just want to know people like. We barely get out of our fucking beds and we are labeled as dangerous terrorists. Fuck dude. I'm done. I might be out of here soon if we continue to be watched and hunted down like that.
I try to seek companionship with people that could understand my pain and now I have to see that we are being watched like that and who knows wtf they might be planning.
As always, targeting lonely people that just want to vent frustration and depression.
Why don't they go after actual terrorists causing mayhem in the world and deaths and destruction? What destruction are we causing by venting our deepest feelings and frustrations? What harm are we causing to society by talking about how lonely and frustrated we feel when we are born undesirable, autistic, and with some other conditions, be it mental or physical, out of our control?
I'm just... I am... I don't know anymore. I just want to talk to people that can understand my pain and we have to go through shit like this. This is fucking ridiculous.
We say violent things but that doesn't mean anything, I doubt that any user here has ever killed or raped anyone (If it did, based
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I'm anything but a violent person. My dream job would be to just drive freight trains or work with computers in some way. What's so violent about it? What is so violent about longing for company, longing for feeling loved, wanted, being embraced, listened and understood by someone else? What is so violent about being frustrated for always being considered a sub human, ignored, ghosted and shittalked for just being autistic? I didn't FUCKING CHOOSE to be born with this shit, why do I have to go through this for something I didn't choose for?
Why do they think we are violent when we all here are incapable of doing something like people did in the past?
Many of these people watching us are actually extremists and far more dangerous than us, lonely virgin men venting frustrations and feelings towards our inceldom and mental troubles.
There are far worse things out there with actual threats from people that do actual terror attacks yet we are the targeted ones because we can't find a partner.
Fuck this, dude, fuck this so much. I just want to connect to people that are like me since everyone I see and know are all happy with actual life, friends, wives, girlfriends, jobs. There's no one like me and when I try to find them I have to find out we are watched like that. This is nothing new, but this is going TOO far.
People say we have IT infiltrators here and that is true, but how many infiltrators here are from actually dangerous extremist groups of people out there?