Lego Island 2
the brickstER's revenge
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View: https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/1sbx7iz/did_i_sexually_assault_my_bf/
We were recently fooling around by giving each other head, touching each other, etc. He had told me many times beforehand that he wanted to wait until we were married to have penetrative sex and I admit that I kept trying to change his mind. At one point I got on top of him and the next part is kind of a blur. The way I think it went down is this: I try to put it in and I can’t, so he helps me. It slips out and I stop and ask him yes or no? After a minute of thinking he says yes and we continue with him on top of me.
Immediately afterwards I started to feel guilty and ashamed of what had happened and I apologized to him many times. He later expressed to me that he also regretted it, and he felt like I took advantage of him in the moment knowing how many times he had said no in the past whenever we discussed it. He also told me that he didn’t think I raped him, but I’m not sure if he’s just saying that to make me feel better. We had been touching each other all day leading up to it and I could hardly control myself in that moment. Not an excuse, but otherwise I would have been thinking straight and I never would have done this. I deeply hate myself for this and I’m scared I’ve ruined his first sexual experience for him and traumatized him for life. I can’t live with myself if I truly did assault him. Please tell me if I’m right or wrong.





