Venting Despair has consumed me totally.

[IamKanga]

I am hearing voices right now which are telling me to kms, I can't imagine a future where I am happy, I am a low IQ cel, with a below average face. I want to escape this world, I don't wanna be a part of this hellscape. I don't understand how anyone can remain sane after observing this absurd world, I have gone crazy, why are we so desperately trying to survive? Does a bird know why it exists or it's sole purpose is to find food and shit out and keep doing it again. What will the bird do when it becomes aware of this absurdity?

 

[Choler]

survive, reproduce, die

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

I am hearing voices right now which are telling me to kms, I can't imagine a future where I am happy, I am a low IQ cel, with a below average face. I want to escape this world, I don't wanna be a part of this hellscape. I don't understand how anyone can remain sane after observing this absurd world, I have gone crazy, why are we so desperately trying to survive? Does a bird know why it exists or it's sole purpose is to find food and shit out and keep doing it again. What will the bird do when it becomes aware of this absurdity?

my stomach is burning right now with nervousness and stress like theres a tight knot in it. usually when this shit happens i get terrible diarrhea too

 

[TheJester]

my stomach is burning right now with nervousness and stress like theres a tight knot in it. usually when this shit happens i get terrible diarrhea too

Yeah this is Anxiety, for me its like a knife stabbing you into the chest.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

Yeah this is Anxiety, for me its like a knife stabbing you into the chest.

when i think of things that never want to leave my mind and constantly torture it or somewhat traumatic things i get the same quick pound type feeling in my chest

 

[JuliusEvola]

when i think of things that never want to leave my mind and constantly torture it or somewhat traumatic things i get the same quick pound type feeling in my chest

mm same

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

Such despair... We're just stepladders for chads and foids. We're their hope