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Hi just complet d jerking off twice to porn and feeling like a loser. You know the outside world is cruel. The fact that 26 years of life never made me visible or pickable is suifuel. Like I know it's just 1 or 2 years more and I can stop saying it's over because I can realise it's actually over. Females look at me when I am outside but none of them show any interest in me. Like I am invisible to most of them. Fapping to porn has degenerated my braincells beyond repair. I hate this life.now I look at porn I feel bad because at young age I had hope one day I will be able to live this type of situations with a girl but now it's evident I rot after sometimes because I am mortal porn is immortal..
I am never saying no women approached me. I had been approached once or twice by ugly looking girls. I hate black skinned girls and fat girls. And only I get interest from them even though it's when I am youger. Antidepressants helped me to castrate myself for many years so that I don't fell into traps or something for ransom money.
Everywhere you go people start to alienate you because of sexual virginity.. it's like virgin males are considered useless.
Okay have a good dah
I am never saying no women approached me. I had been approached once or twice by ugly looking girls. I hate black skinned girls and fat girls. And only I get interest from them even though it's when I am youger. Antidepressants helped me to castrate myself for many years so that I don't fell into traps or something for ransom money.
Everywhere you go people start to alienate you because of sexual virginity.. it's like virgin males are considered useless.
Okay have a good dah
