Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I don't know, this may just be a huge cope, and I'm probably deluding myself.
The thing is, I haven't TRIED at anything in life. I never tried I just went with the flow and put the minimum amount of effort into anything in life. Shit, why was I so disinterested in everything and found everything pointless? I was like this from childhood, what the fuck is wrong with me? Why is everything so god damn pointless and unappealing to me, I don't fucking understand.
I wish I found something that I found worthy of trying and doing my best. Something that I wanted to pour my heart and soul into. Ideally something that could also make money eventually but that's beside the point.
The thing is, I haven't TRIED at anything in life. I never tried I just went with the flow and put the minimum amount of effort into anything in life. Shit, why was I so disinterested in everything and found everything pointless? I was like this from childhood, what the fuck is wrong with me? Why is everything so god damn pointless and unappealing to me, I don't fucking understand.
I wish I found something that I found worthy of trying and doing my best. Something that I wanted to pour my heart and soul into. Ideally something that could also make money eventually but that's beside the point.





