Dealing with my ugliness

[GermanManlet]

Im having a hard time with socializing in general because im not NT and also ugly. I see uglier people than me who are doing ok, but for me its just pain knowing how ugly i am. It is a big mental barrier that i overcome/ignore from time to time but eventually it becomes harder and i just choose to LDAR. I stay away from all contacts even my parents, they wonder whats wrong with me and why i didnt visit them for months. I cant just say its because of my shitty face, so im always making up excuses. Please help me, i know im Subhuman but how can i overcome the fear of getting mocked in public…

 

[VainHireling]

Is that you in your avi?

 

[Mecoja]

Please help me, i know im Subhuman but how can i overcome the fear of getting mocked in public…

Adult people rarely mock peoples appearance in public in my experience, they usually mind their own business. I feel extra mogged in huge crowds, its feeling i cant escape, i start thinking how all those people are more worth than me. Does people make jokes on your account in social situations? I was always put down by others and often ridiculed for my height as a joke, main reason why i stopped hanging out with my cousins.

 

[Unlucky coalition]

If you cant socialize normally its over

 

[bing]

You can take drugs. Or maybe drink a little alcohol to overcome anxiety

Or Christianity max to behave like Jesus Christ and forgive all the terrible people mocking you

 

[GermanManlet]

Im already taking benzos when it’s necessary to interact with others but thats not a long term solution.

 

[Vermilioncore]

We have to accept that being ugly is our indentity. Even if it isn’t, normies sure do act like it is our defining quality.

 

[GermanManlet]

We have to accept that being ugly is our indentity. Even if it isn’t, normies sure do act like it is our defining quality.

Fuck

 

[LORD_KELVIN]

Im already taking benzos when it’s necessary to interact with others but thats not a long term solution.

Watch out for the withdrawal from them if you don't taper off. It's awful and can go on for months

 

[SparkLight]

Yeah it’s incredibly difficult especially since in public I see loads of normies but I got handed a terrible hand of cards if I was attractive I wouldn’t have to constantly be down because of my appearance

 

[Deleted member 41988]

Fuck