It happened part way through high school. I just don't give a fuck what I look like to other people anymore. If I feel like making loud autistic noises in the moment I will do it. I have gotten to the point where isolation has worn down on my sanity so much that I am tired of being a meek pussy ass faggot that can barely utter a single sentence and no one pays attention to because he has 0 presence. I can't afford to not try anymore. Maybe it also helps that my opinion of other people has become so low over time. Who cares what they think they are just some normie faggots anyways. I guess it has helped a little but I'm still here so idk lool.
