Serious Cucktears is right, my personality is awful

[Deleted member 8353]

Not that it matters of course, since I'm usually pretty good at hiding it, and there is no personality for your face. However whenever I interact with people irl I'm unable to feel positive emotions towards them anymore, actually this has been the case for years now. I pretty much alternate between annoyance, rage, and disgust when in social settings. When I'm outside of my house, usually I'm just fucking seething tbh, it's just very rare that I actually show it.

However I wasn't always like this, but I think that my mind is fucked due to years of isolation. This is probably also related to my anhedonia, as my capacity to enjoy things isn't much better. I've been on multiple medications before, none of them helped, just made me feel worse. I honestly don't know what I can do about any of this, as I only seem to get worse over time, not better, and nothing that I try actually works.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Good personality for sub 3 male = shutting up and making ur existence as less known as possible

Guess ill go with bad personality

 

[muharremabi]

Good personality for sub 3 male = shutting up and making ur existence as less known as possible

Guess ill go with bad personality

 

[LastGerman]

This is probably also related to my anhedonia, as my capacity to enjoy things isn't much better. I've been on multiple medications before, none of them helped, just made me feel worse. I honestly don't know what I can do about any of this, as I only seem to get worse over time, not better, and nothing that I try actually works.

Our dopamine receptor are fucked up. At this point only testosterone and growth hormones can help.

 

[Deleted member 21714]

Personality is a complement to a good face, it doesn't matter if you aren't attractive enough.

 

[letthegoodtimesroll]

My best case is to be tolerated. Like if I'm friendly and optimistic people will put up with me, but my phone doesn't ring. It isn't as if they like me or want to be around me

 

[Player]

Good personality for sub 3 male = shutting up and making ur existence as less known as possible

Guess ill go with bad personality

 

[Akkadian]

Personality is good to have when you want to just be social and easy going but will never get you a foid if you're subhuman. I understand you OP because I suffer from same thing, I meet people and all I have is negative thoughts, deep down I develop hatred for no reason and am pretty sure anhedonia is a big part to blame. All this is because we were neglected in our past, the damage has been done buddy boyo.