
Lv99_BixNood
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View: https://old.reddit.com/r/paypigsupportgroup/comments/1jz52xr/regret/
So now, looking back on everything, all the money I’ve wasted, every empty conversation i had with a domme. I am so full of regret for every time I sent to the point of tears. It’s not post nut clarity, it’s something that’s been building for a while. And I am so angry at myself. I know I sound like an incel, but I have a healthy sex life. I just haven’t had any genuine connection with anyone, and I now realise everything I sent was just to try and escape loneliness or something. I honestly wish I’d just gambled or invested or something. Note, I always stayed within limits, I never did ridiculous stuff. The most I sent in one go was £500 for Christmas. Thousands gone and I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without getting angry or upset.
Daily reminder being an incel is not the lowest of the low