RageFuel Crushing, everlasting ennui

[RicecelBetabux]

Life is so endlessly dull and mundane. Wageslaving is commonly perceived as the sole source of existential dread, but the truth is that NEETing and school are equally underwhelming, because the formation of a repetitive lifestyle that lasts for decades is unavoidable. I'm sitting here right now, already bored of 1 month of waking up, studying in a building, going to the gym, watching some anime, and going to sleep; I couldn't even imagine 40+ years of following the same 9-5 routine.

I need to carry out somEthing insane to bReak free from this monotony.

 

[EnglishCel]

Life is so endlessly dull and mundane. Wageslaving is commonly perceived as the sole source of existential dread, but the truth is that NEETing and school are equally underwhelming, because the formation of a repetitive lifestyle that lasts for decades is unavoidable. I'm sitting here right now, already bored of 1 month of waking up, studying in a building, going to the gym, watching some anime, and going to sleep; I couldn't even imagine 40+ years of following the same 9-5 routine.

I need to carry out somEthing insane to bReak free from this monotony.

Life just sucks even for Chad life gets boring and mundane.

 

[ZtarvationArmy]

I need to carry out somEthing insane to bReak free from this monotony.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVSJvfitmuQ

 

[RicecelBetabux]

Life just sucks even for Chad life gets boring and mundane.

even if i was a billionaire I'd still end my lifE, the only difference being the use of moRe powerful tools

 

[fang]

Work and family life would make things even more boring, it's all about what you do with your time.
Being corralled by societal expectations isn't exactly the cure.

 

[RicecelBetabux]

Work and family life would make things even more boring, it's all about what you do with your time.
Being corralled by societal expectations isn't exactly the cure.

thERe is no cure. there's only the rope.

 

[fang]

thERe is no cure. there's only the rope.

There are maybe 5 trucels max on this website, spoiler alert

 

[RicecelBetabux]

There are maybe 5 trucels max on this website, spoiler alert

nigger u just went through my profile and replied to every thread jfl

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Work and family life would make things even more boring, it's all about what you do with your time.
Being corralled by societal expectations isn't exactly the cure.

Everything gets somewhat boring over time, but I suspect family and social life have one of the highest floors for engagement out of all options. Social pressure and status seeking are some of our strongest drives, capable of trumping anything from the survival instinct to extreme physical pain. As such, doing things to be liked, respected or in order to mog others is highly captivating.

A neet might spend years collecting figurines or posters or manga volumes and remodeling his room until it's a pure expression of his obsession with anime, be it anime in general or some specific ones, hentai, Japan, w/e. The act of accumulating the necessary items and reordering his cage to fit his tastes perfectly is innately enjoyable, but there is a differend type of satisfaction unlocked once he shares a picture of his finished work online and gets recognition and appreciation from other humans, even if they are all strangers.

Don't deny the joy of social conformity and climbing the hierachy, the shaky feelings of superiority are not worth the disconnect from a core aspect of your own nature.

Suspect one big issue for couples is that everyone starts off presenting an idealized version of themselfs, so once the two get together, both of them will inevitably drop in each other's assessment and struggle to get back to where they were at the very beginning of the relationship. So there really are no new heights to be discovered, they both peaked right from the get-go and from then on it's been nothing but a slow, painful fall from grace in the eyes of their parter until every ugly secret ythey have is out in the open. It's natural to stop caring and grow comfortably indifferend if you feel there is no hope for lasting improvements.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

U might be developing Anhedonia which i get brother

 

[stuck in the rain]

Life is so endlessly dull and mundane. Wageslaving is commonly perceived as the sole source of existential dread, but the truth is that NEETing and school are equally underwhelming, because the formation of a repetitive lifestyle that lasts for decades is unavoidable. I'm sitting here right now, already bored of 1 month of waking up, studying in a building, going to the gym, watching some anime, and going to sleep; I couldn't even imagine 40+ years of following the same 9-5 routine.

I need to carry out somEthing insane to bReak free from this monotony.

thats what im going to do, im planning a gta casino heist

 

[fang]

nigger u just went through my profile and replied to every thread jfl

First .is user who doesn't like alerts
I don't want to break any rules but I kinda feel like I know you

Don't deny the joy of social conformity and climbing the hierachy, the shaky feelings of superiority are not worth the disconnect from a core aspect of your own nature

Muh sour grapes fallacy works for people who actually want this in a genuine way, I just think that my aversion goes deeper than that
Archetypal me would still be like this even if I weren't so ugly

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Muh sour grapes fallacy works for people who actually want this in a genuine way, I just think that my aversion goes deeper than that
Archetypal me would still be like this even if I weren't so ugly

Seems like a big claim to me. I can relate to anything from hating people in general to just being disappointed by the upper limits of what can in comparison to what could be, but the joys relating to social success seem as universal and consistent as the ones connected to food or sex. I can think about my food what I want, even if I know it's nothing but unhealthy, ultra-processed, low quality garbage produced at the expense of innocent children and the enviorment and shipped around the world on rat-infested cargo ships, it still tastes more or less the same.